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I know this may sound odd, but this woman that goes to my church spoke to me, and it was God speaking through her to me. She stopped me in the hallway during 1st service( we have 2 on sundays) and she shook my hand stared into my eyes and said "I would like to minister to you during 2nd service if I may?" and I said "sure, I would like that"... little did I know, that my ways of worshiping God was beautiful to this woman, and she wanted to join in along with me. Then when I was in the middle of praising God, he told her "this is a table for 2" so basically told her to leave me be that he was loving the way I praise and worship him during praise and worship. That spoke so deeply in my heart that I literally weeped. It was so heart-warming that this woman whom I have never met in my life spoke to me as if God were in her body and speaking directly to my heart. I weeped and cried like I haven't done in such a long time. She also told me that she saw "Hope" in my future, she can see many wonderful happenings in my life and said that I have this huge caring,loving, and adoring heart. She noticed I have been hurt emotionally as a child, and said that people who have that past, don't usually have a big heart like I do, said it's very rare to find that. It is my GIFT from God that I didn't know I had.
So, with that said, I was so over joyed this morning and I was so touched that God literally spoke TO ME and through someone else to where I know what my goals are this year. He wants me to get closer to him, deeper into the word with him, and have more one on one time with him. And that is exactly what I plan to do this year. God works in mysterious ways, and I am so happy things are slowly starting to turn around for me. After all the yuck and crap I have suffered through these past few years, I can finally see the end to the horrific dark tunnel I have been stuck in for so long.
So, with that said, I was so over joyed this morning and I was so touched that God literally spoke TO ME and through someone else to where I know what my goals are this year. He wants me to get closer to him, deeper into the word with him, and have more one on one time with him. And that is exactly what I plan to do this year. God works in mysterious ways, and I am so happy things are slowly starting to turn around for me. After all the yuck and crap I have suffered through these past few years, I can finally see the end to the horrific dark tunnel I have been stuck in for so long.