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i am really struggling to maintain my God given character in the house that I currently live in. I live with slanderers, God hates, gossipers, hypocrites, and they have no understanding of the way of the Lord and it is beginning to destroy my faith. I need to know what to do. I have not been given an opportunity to make enough money to move and have my own space. I wonder why but am stilly praying and making moves to find a paying job that will equip me to move out.
Right now I am in this house with them and they hate on people, make fun of them, and laugh at them for things that they themselves do. They just sit around and smalltalk, accomplishing no good goal for their lives or mine. And these are my parents. I need their help. And I have told them, but they refuse to help. Instead they will drink, party, gossip, and just do fruitless things with their lives when I am sitting here asking and needing help. There is something definitly wrong with this situation and these people. But God has not intervened yet. They show fake love and compassion and they cannon be trusted. I asked the Lord to give me a chance as a young woman to grow into a life of my own, but for some reason it is not happening and it is partly because my very own mother has so many problems and issues and double standards that she is unable to help me. And no person out in the world is offering their help.
So, what do I do? Suffer more, needlessly because of the ignornace and arrogance of them. That is not God. God is good.
I am not perfect, by no means, but I know what health and well-being are. And living with them and their beliefs is destroying the faith the Lord gave me and was making stronger.
And I am helpless to effect any change in them. It could happen but they refuse to forget the past and look toward the future and live in the moment. It is sad for me that another person could have so much control over MY life and not even have control over their OWN life.
And this has been going ON and ON and ON for at least 5 or more years now. I thought it was done and GOD said I have seen your trials, your mistakes, your pain and it is over. I will help you now. I love you.
When is protection going to come into my life? When is God going to truly be good to me? And stop all this hurt and pain?
If anyone has some good godly counsel or prayer please respond.
Right now I am in this house with them and they hate on people, make fun of them, and laugh at them for things that they themselves do. They just sit around and smalltalk, accomplishing no good goal for their lives or mine. And these are my parents. I need their help. And I have told them, but they refuse to help. Instead they will drink, party, gossip, and just do fruitless things with their lives when I am sitting here asking and needing help. There is something definitly wrong with this situation and these people. But God has not intervened yet. They show fake love and compassion and they cannon be trusted. I asked the Lord to give me a chance as a young woman to grow into a life of my own, but for some reason it is not happening and it is partly because my very own mother has so many problems and issues and double standards that she is unable to help me. And no person out in the world is offering their help.
So, what do I do? Suffer more, needlessly because of the ignornace and arrogance of them. That is not God. God is good.
I am not perfect, by no means, but I know what health and well-being are. And living with them and their beliefs is destroying the faith the Lord gave me and was making stronger.
And I am helpless to effect any change in them. It could happen but they refuse to forget the past and look toward the future and live in the moment. It is sad for me that another person could have so much control over MY life and not even have control over their OWN life.
And this has been going ON and ON and ON for at least 5 or more years now. I thought it was done and GOD said I have seen your trials, your mistakes, your pain and it is over. I will help you now. I love you.
When is protection going to come into my life? When is God going to truly be good to me? And stop all this hurt and pain?
If anyone has some good godly counsel or prayer please respond.