My father passed suddenly before Christmas. I am so numb. I am worried about my mother. She is so lonely and heartbroken. Please pray for us.
I know that from watching my dad lose his dad, it is very hard. He was walking around in a daze, but I hope that you both had a positive experience as he was dying. I know that sounds a bit weird, but let me explain, my grandpa was not feeling well and refused to go to the doctor and my dad helped him into bed and told him that if he needs to get up, to call him and he would come over to help, but nothing. The next morning, my dad had a gut feeling something was not right and went over to check on him found him on the floor. We later found out that he fell out of bed and whacked the back of his head against his nightstand, where he was bleeding in the brain and refused surgery to correct it. He died three days later. However, when we were in the waiting room as people were saying their last words to him my dads sister had no problem telling my dad to his face that it was his fault that their dad was dying and since then she has not been a very nice person. My dad was really hurt through this and in all honesty that pain will never fully go away.
Now I realize that this wasn't about your situation and that is something to be grateful of. I will be praying as I know that losing somebody that you love is really hard. I pray that through all the pain and memories that you will continue trusting God.