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This is my first post. I joined awhile ago and I've been holding my reality in and just seeking God. Seeing that through every season God has something he has been wanting to show us. This season has been an interesting one and I see God teaching me something each day.
I was engaged to a man and he promised to make it work. He left me 2 1/2 months ago saying he wasn't happy. I am carrying his child and we are now 6 months. He has sudden mood changes and can be very harsh with his words or very kind and sweet. Saying that his time with me was priceless and that he misses me and my daughter. But then another day saying we just didn't work on and i need to move on. We are in contact with a minister who was meeting with us. My ex doesn't know God-- he covered it up well with me. But through his words now, I see he doesn't know Jesus. The minister sees hope in him becoming a christian and talking to him about God's views of family. We haven't been since before thanksgiving, but I hope we can meet up soon.
This is an interesting situation I have gotten myself in. During the past 4 months I have lost my job, my fiance, and I had to move out from living on my own. I run the risk of dying in this pregnancy and I hear many views of peoples opinions at this point in my life. They are Christians and they are correct with their statements. But there comes a point where-- God has forgiven my sin, others have to be willing to forget it.
I still have a hope that God could be the center for this relationship and heal it. God has been showing me about his love--and how Jesus loved. He didn't keep record of wrongs, he was peaceful and loving--but strong. King David was a man after God's own heart and so poetic, but he fell short many times. I'm learning alot about forgiveness and having God heal my hurt. Becoming the Christian mother I need to be and becoming stronger because that is what God has called me to do.
I have sinned and made my mistakes, God has dealt with me. I don't want this child to suffer-- and seeing that God could of given this child to anyone--he gave it to a single mother. This is a divine child from God-- it wasn't an accident in God's eyes.
If anyone has any advice. God is dealing with me yes, I still see a miraculous God--but I also see a God who makes his will known. He may choose to heal this, or he may choose to have other plans. I know God will get the glory, so I must just trust him. Jeremiah 29:11, Romans 8:27-30
I was engaged to a man and he promised to make it work. He left me 2 1/2 months ago saying he wasn't happy. I am carrying his child and we are now 6 months. He has sudden mood changes and can be very harsh with his words or very kind and sweet. Saying that his time with me was priceless and that he misses me and my daughter. But then another day saying we just didn't work on and i need to move on. We are in contact with a minister who was meeting with us. My ex doesn't know God-- he covered it up well with me. But through his words now, I see he doesn't know Jesus. The minister sees hope in him becoming a christian and talking to him about God's views of family. We haven't been since before thanksgiving, but I hope we can meet up soon.
This is an interesting situation I have gotten myself in. During the past 4 months I have lost my job, my fiance, and I had to move out from living on my own. I run the risk of dying in this pregnancy and I hear many views of peoples opinions at this point in my life. They are Christians and they are correct with their statements. But there comes a point where-- God has forgiven my sin, others have to be willing to forget it.
I still have a hope that God could be the center for this relationship and heal it. God has been showing me about his love--and how Jesus loved. He didn't keep record of wrongs, he was peaceful and loving--but strong. King David was a man after God's own heart and so poetic, but he fell short many times. I'm learning alot about forgiveness and having God heal my hurt. Becoming the Christian mother I need to be and becoming stronger because that is what God has called me to do.
I have sinned and made my mistakes, God has dealt with me. I don't want this child to suffer-- and seeing that God could of given this child to anyone--he gave it to a single mother. This is a divine child from God-- it wasn't an accident in God's eyes.
If anyone has any advice. God is dealing with me yes, I still see a miraculous God--but I also see a God who makes his will known. He may choose to heal this, or he may choose to have other plans. I know God will get the glory, so I must just trust him. Jeremiah 29:11, Romans 8:27-30