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So I'm currently 18 years old. So 4 years ago I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life. One day when no one was around I went into my fridge and grabbed a sealed bud light beer.I knew it was sealed because I opened it and it made a little pop noise. Well after i drink the beer I decide to take a nap. About 2 hours later I wake up from the nap and feel this strange feeling. My hearing is muffled and things feel weird/fuzzy around me.In addition to that my vision is also disoriented. So I look at the clock and I notice it's been hours since I drank that one beer.So I begin to feel that there is something wrong but i calm myself down and tell myself it will go away. I wake up the next morning and still feel this weird feeling. It almost feels like a mild buzz.Things feel slowed down it's quite hard to explain. So a week goes by and I still feel this horrible feeling.The next thing I know months go by and i still feel this weird feeling. The feeling doesn't seem to go away no matter what it sticks with me 24/7
Well It has been four years now and I still feel this weird buzz like feeling.The best way to describe it is a buzz you get off of Alcohol but really mild. Everything just feels off and my hearing is muffled.I also feel like my vision is all over the place.Now I have been to at least 10 different doctors and 3 different specialist.I also had a CT scan and a whole bunch of blood test but everything comes back normal.The worst part is that I feel It has gotten worst. I feel really disconnected from life. I don't know what to do because before I would try to find answers.I was motivated to get rid of this problem but now i don't feel like doing anything. It's like i have no hope for anything.I question what is keeping me going and what is keeping me from losing my mind.I have felt like I was going to crazy from this many times.I have prayed and asked Jesus to help me but nothing has happened for me yet.I know this isn't the way life is supposed to feel.I wonder isfI will ever be normal again.I just want to feel normal again.I want to feel like I'm here.I want to be connected to life and my emotions.Please pray for me and feel free to comment
Please pray for me and feel free to comment
Well It has been four years now and I still feel this weird buzz like feeling.The best way to describe it is a buzz you get off of Alcohol but really mild. Everything just feels off and my hearing is muffled.I also feel like my vision is all over the place.Now I have been to at least 10 different doctors and 3 different specialist.I also had a CT scan and a whole bunch of blood test but everything comes back normal.The worst part is that I feel It has gotten worst. I feel really disconnected from life. I don't know what to do because before I would try to find answers.I was motivated to get rid of this problem but now i don't feel like doing anything. It's like i have no hope for anything.I question what is keeping me going and what is keeping me from losing my mind.I have felt like I was going to crazy from this many times.I have prayed and asked Jesus to help me but nothing has happened for me yet.I know this isn't the way life is supposed to feel.I wonder isfI will ever be normal again.I just want to feel normal again.I want to feel like I'm here.I want to be connected to life and my emotions.Please pray for me and feel free to comment
Please pray for me and feel free to comment