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So a few weeks ago, I posted about my wayward husband who I have been separated from since last April. We had separated after an incident with our daughter and he was using drugs again and recently acquired a girlfriend.
Well as of January 1, he is in jail from a warrant issued last February for violating probation! PTL?? I think so...I accepted two of his calls before we started fighting and now haven't spoke to him in a week. I still feel God wants me to stand for my marriage, without a doubt. I do KNOW I cannot save him or change him. I thank God he is in jail because it has removed me from it completely. Before, I was praying.... LOOKING for signs and getting discouraged when I did not see what I wanted. Im still discouraged about the OW because I know she is writing him and ....he still hates me but...I don't know. I knew that God wanted me to break contact with my husband but I was having a hard time and frankly I was looking pathetic I think.
God has truly elevated me through every season in my life from....a child to an orphan teenager, young adult drug abuser, single mom, married woman and now....married woman fighting for her family...I have no doubt he has my back. And I know that as I fast and pray.... WHATEVER happens I will be propelled into another level of love and admiration for our God.
I feel moved to say, if you're reading this and standing for your marriage....know that it's not your husband or wife you're waging war against....They will say things and do things and ...make you cry but... At the risk of sounding super religous... The enemy is Satan, who DOES NOT want to see men stepping up being fathers and families thriving and living and loving as one. I am learning that we have to choose to love past the hurt and know God is fighting for us 24/7.
Well as of January 1, he is in jail from a warrant issued last February for violating probation! PTL?? I think so...I accepted two of his calls before we started fighting and now haven't spoke to him in a week. I still feel God wants me to stand for my marriage, without a doubt. I do KNOW I cannot save him or change him. I thank God he is in jail because it has removed me from it completely. Before, I was praying.... LOOKING for signs and getting discouraged when I did not see what I wanted. Im still discouraged about the OW because I know she is writing him and ....he still hates me but...I don't know. I knew that God wanted me to break contact with my husband but I was having a hard time and frankly I was looking pathetic I think.
God has truly elevated me through every season in my life from....a child to an orphan teenager, young adult drug abuser, single mom, married woman and now....married woman fighting for her family...I have no doubt he has my back. And I know that as I fast and pray.... WHATEVER happens I will be propelled into another level of love and admiration for our God.
I feel moved to say, if you're reading this and standing for your marriage....know that it's not your husband or wife you're waging war against....They will say things and do things and ...make you cry but... At the risk of sounding super religous... The enemy is Satan, who DOES NOT want to see men stepping up being fathers and families thriving and living and loving as one. I am learning that we have to choose to love past the hurt and know God is fighting for us 24/7.