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As some of you may already know...my grandma has stage 3 pancreatic cancer. She was given 6-12 months to live. It's hard on all of us. I know she's already 84 but it's just so sudden and so little time. We are shaken as a family. She is the last grandparent alive.
We had about 300 people praying for her. We prayed day and night and we also fasted. I don't understand. Faith is supposed to move mountains. If faith can move mountains, why can't it get rid of a little 2 cm tumor? My grandma is a strong woman. She raised three daughters on her own and never went to school. It's hard to see her so weak and to go over this. But we can't do anything else.
She is fine. She is on morphine and so she doesn't feel anything...which is good I guess.
I'm not upset with God. But I am left with questions. I know everyone eventually dies. I know that. But what I don't get is why bother praying if it doesn't work? I know that's a terrible thing to say but I feel like I need to be open with y'all. I want to know what you guys think. I still have faith that He knows best, but it's hard to accept too.
So what about you? Have there been prayers that were left unanswered? How did you recover, spiritually, from that?
We had about 300 people praying for her. We prayed day and night and we also fasted. I don't understand. Faith is supposed to move mountains. If faith can move mountains, why can't it get rid of a little 2 cm tumor? My grandma is a strong woman. She raised three daughters on her own and never went to school. It's hard to see her so weak and to go over this. But we can't do anything else.
She is fine. She is on morphine and so she doesn't feel anything...which is good I guess.
I'm not upset with God. But I am left with questions. I know everyone eventually dies. I know that. But what I don't get is why bother praying if it doesn't work? I know that's a terrible thing to say but I feel like I need to be open with y'all. I want to know what you guys think. I still have faith that He knows best, but it's hard to accept too.
So what about you? Have there been prayers that were left unanswered? How did you recover, spiritually, from that?