I've been begging and praying for some answers from God. And just asking Him to listen to me. I've been patient, I've been a (somewhat) good Christian. But I cannot hear Him. I don't feel Him. Where was He when I was on the floor crying and praying my heart out? Where was He when I was thanking Him for all the beauty He created and loving Him and appreciating Him? Where was He when I had the rope around me neck? I'm just so lost. I'm not losing faith, just losing hope. I don't think He cares. He seems to be ignoring my calls.
And don't give me that "you just have to look for Him and listen" crap because I've been doing that my whole life.
sorry, I'm just really tired and frustrated
thanks.
And don't give me that "you just have to look for Him and listen" crap because I've been doing that my whole life.
sorry, I'm just really tired and frustrated
thanks.