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Yea Yoda always seemed so wise to me as well. Do you think Jesus would watch Star Wars? I often wonder things like that. Like you think angels might get a 10-15 minute break or lunch break from their shift? Is a very foolish thought i suppose. My mind is always amped up and reved i think about crazy stuff.
Like in the scriptures says some of entertained angels unawares. Wow could you imagin that is so insane I have been in and out of mental hospitals since I was 16 am 39 now. Prolly been to over 10 different mental hospitals in my lifetime. At first I was terrified to tell doctors what I saw, heard, smelt, or dreamed. I thought for so long I had to act normal to keep myself out of the hospital was truly terrifying for me growing up.
Then when I was 22 years old I was staying with my mom and her boyfriend. Was working on his ranch and staying in one of his sons rooms who was away living with his ex-wive or the sons mother if you will. And believe it or not there was a ouji or weedji board in the closet. I had never missed with anything like that before in my life so i was curious. The little plastic thing really moved and i was talkin to something not me.
Whatever was moving the board spelled out that it wanted me to rape and kill. And my mama raised me right I immediatly said OMG that's evil. And I became very scarred. Then it spelled out that it was gonna kill me that night. I was freaking out. I was scarred outta my mind, I knew if i went and told my mom what i was experienceing back to the mental hospital. I hated those places all the drugs made me feel like a zombie half the time.
So for the first time in my life I cryed out to God, I cryed out to Jesus asking for help because I did not wanna die. A peace came over me I had never felt. I knew I would be ok, I immediatly put the board back in the closet. The next day I had such a craving to read the bible OMG I wanted to know God and I knew the bible had that information. Of course there was not a single bible to be found in the whole house. We was like 20 miles or so from town and I had no license or car. Well a few days later I told my mom what had happened and she immediatly made her boyfriend burn the thing with fire telling him under no reason would she stay in a house with a weedgie board. We then went to town and she took me to a second hand store in town and I searched the store for a bible. I found an old NRSV bible tattered and torn and I broke down in tears and was so happy.
Went back to the ranch worked and read the bible at the dinner table and everywhere I went I could not put the bible down I read and read and read. Then one sunday I asked my mom if I could goto church and she gave me a ride and dropped me off at a Cornerstone non-denominational church. Was a female preacher/pastor and she was talking about the prodigal son. Then asked if anyone wanted to be saved I immediatly said yes and accepted Christ into my heart. Praise God!
Like in the scriptures says some of entertained angels unawares. Wow could you imagin that is so insane I have been in and out of mental hospitals since I was 16 am 39 now. Prolly been to over 10 different mental hospitals in my lifetime. At first I was terrified to tell doctors what I saw, heard, smelt, or dreamed. I thought for so long I had to act normal to keep myself out of the hospital was truly terrifying for me growing up.
Then when I was 22 years old I was staying with my mom and her boyfriend. Was working on his ranch and staying in one of his sons rooms who was away living with his ex-wive or the sons mother if you will. And believe it or not there was a ouji or weedji board in the closet. I had never missed with anything like that before in my life so i was curious. The little plastic thing really moved and i was talkin to something not me.
Whatever was moving the board spelled out that it wanted me to rape and kill. And my mama raised me right I immediatly said OMG that's evil. And I became very scarred. Then it spelled out that it was gonna kill me that night. I was freaking out. I was scarred outta my mind, I knew if i went and told my mom what i was experienceing back to the mental hospital. I hated those places all the drugs made me feel like a zombie half the time.
So for the first time in my life I cryed out to God, I cryed out to Jesus asking for help because I did not wanna die. A peace came over me I had never felt. I knew I would be ok, I immediatly put the board back in the closet. The next day I had such a craving to read the bible OMG I wanted to know God and I knew the bible had that information. Of course there was not a single bible to be found in the whole house. We was like 20 miles or so from town and I had no license or car. Well a few days later I told my mom what had happened and she immediatly made her boyfriend burn the thing with fire telling him under no reason would she stay in a house with a weedgie board. We then went to town and she took me to a second hand store in town and I searched the store for a bible. I found an old NRSV bible tattered and torn and I broke down in tears and was so happy.
Went back to the ranch worked and read the bible at the dinner table and everywhere I went I could not put the bible down I read and read and read. Then one sunday I asked my mom if I could goto church and she gave me a ride and dropped me off at a Cornerstone non-denominational church. Was a female preacher/pastor and she was talking about the prodigal son. Then asked if anyone wanted to be saved I immediatly said yes and accepted Christ into my heart. Praise God!
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Thx Deadtosin. I get scarred sometimes about sharing I shouldn't but being labeled mentally ill is tough on witnessing LOL. However Jesus says proclaim truth from the rooftops. Thank you so much for your feed back. I take great comfort in that Deadtosin. God is truly awesome. BTW i had a misprint there wasn't the cornerstone non-denominational church was the carpenter's non-denominational church i just looked up. And I think i am gonna drop them a letter and see if they remember me. Heh
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I would like to add that when I made this thread I was very angry pretty much at the entire world, and so I came on this site and read a post where there was an argument and I just got angrier and decided to post this thread. So I in a way was being very hypocritical. That being said now that I am not so anger I can read an argument between two people and not get sad/angry but I can just brush it off. So although I think some of this arguing should stop (like come on you're all Christians) I think if you are offended by it maybe step back take a couple of breaths go for a walk and come back you'll probably feel better