You know wanderer, after a lot of prayer and thought I see were not getting anywhere by exchanging post (along with others on this issue) as if were all in one big "sword" fight. I found an article written by Elliot Miller from CRI, Christian Research Institute from the very late 1970's and early 1980's who I knew.
The point of the article is healing in the atonement? He also brings out at the beginning of the article the idea that many "neo-teachings" have arrived and some of them have gone. I have noticed in the last few years that wof is withering away (as it should) with all false teachings but it's effect is still harming the unsuspecting sheep.
Now, I understand completely that you've invested your life in this thing despite the fact that your still young and it's hard for you to just pull up and leave the movement. Way back in 1969/1970 I was going to go to the Church of Christ Bible College in Indiana with my wife who was pregnant and I remember we had a Rambler car and a small uhaul with all that we owned. I was a very young Christian full of "p*** and vinegar.
Anyway, we got there and the first Sunday we attended their church the Pastor preached on "You have to be water baptized to be saved." Well, from my study of the Bible that was not true. Now, this may seem like a small thing but to me my spirit was not comfortable and I did not want to make a decision I was going to later regret. So to make a long story short, we left and headed for California and I attended Biola College in the Los Angeles area. I say all of this so you know that God always has something better for you.
And yes, my wife and I were scared but I was not as scared as I was in Vietnam. I arrived there in January of 1968 and two weeks late the Tet offensive started (which was the Vietnamese New Year) and we were rocketed and shot at every single night a 2:00am in the moring for two weeks straigh. Why amd I telling you this? Because I was scared "s*******" that I was going to die and I thought the Lord had abandoned me. Where are you I would say?
Anyway, war is just plain "horrible" and I would not wish it on anybody. The good news is the fact that He never did leave me because here I am talking with you. I'm so grateful that I wake up in the mornings and you should know that I have been extremely healthy all my life. My vision is not very good but I can get buy and don't think I have not ask God to heal me, but He chose not to which is fine with me. Here's the article. http://www.equip.org/PDF/DH018.pdf
IN GOD THE SON,
bluto
The point of the article is healing in the atonement? He also brings out at the beginning of the article the idea that many "neo-teachings" have arrived and some of them have gone. I have noticed in the last few years that wof is withering away (as it should) with all false teachings but it's effect is still harming the unsuspecting sheep.
Now, I understand completely that you've invested your life in this thing despite the fact that your still young and it's hard for you to just pull up and leave the movement. Way back in 1969/1970 I was going to go to the Church of Christ Bible College in Indiana with my wife who was pregnant and I remember we had a Rambler car and a small uhaul with all that we owned. I was a very young Christian full of "p*** and vinegar.
Anyway, we got there and the first Sunday we attended their church the Pastor preached on "You have to be water baptized to be saved." Well, from my study of the Bible that was not true. Now, this may seem like a small thing but to me my spirit was not comfortable and I did not want to make a decision I was going to later regret. So to make a long story short, we left and headed for California and I attended Biola College in the Los Angeles area. I say all of this so you know that God always has something better for you.
And yes, my wife and I were scared but I was not as scared as I was in Vietnam. I arrived there in January of 1968 and two weeks late the Tet offensive started (which was the Vietnamese New Year) and we were rocketed and shot at every single night a 2:00am in the moring for two weeks straigh. Why amd I telling you this? Because I was scared "s*******" that I was going to die and I thought the Lord had abandoned me. Where are you I would say?
Anyway, war is just plain "horrible" and I would not wish it on anybody. The good news is the fact that He never did leave me because here I am talking with you. I'm so grateful that I wake up in the mornings and you should know that I have been extremely healthy all my life. My vision is not very good but I can get buy and don't think I have not ask God to heal me, but He chose not to which is fine with me. Here's the article. http://www.equip.org/PDF/DH018.pdf
IN GOD THE SON,
bluto