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Spit
by: (me)
I'm sorry that the Christians spit on you
and your friends, and they constantly
rejected you, and hurt you.
that shouldn't have happened,
they weren't God's children,
there is no excuse for what they did.
when they should have been friendly.
I'm sorry I cut your band down,
and I did everything I could to tear you down.
I'm sorry I always reject you.
That should probably prove that I'm not
a real Christian, or maybe I'm just messed up.
There is still no excuse
You know when I was a little girl,
I told this girl I would be her friend
when everyone shunned her and she spit on my head.
People didn't want to be my friend when I was
in school because I was a different race, people were prejudice
toward me.
I was always alone, I had no friends,
I couldn't be friends for fear of rejection.
I just avoided people, and every time I tried...
It never worked out.
One time when I was 12, I went to a pastors daughters house to play
dolls, and her dad the pastor said she wasn't there.
She was in the background and said "who is that dad?"
I said. "oh...okay.." I left, but cried all the way home, I felt so stupid.
When I was in high school
the people I thought were my friends
said "we aren't your friends, we just felt sorry for you,
so we let you sit with us.."
So i sat alone the entire school year.
When went to a bible college, this person said "We aren't
friends we are associates.."
All my life growing up was about rejection,
the first guy I opened my heart to,
told me he loved me, but later I found out he had a girlfriend.
I meant nothing to him, I was just a side chick.
It seemed like all my relationships were like that..
There is no excuse for what I did to you,
but if anyone knows about rejection its me,
or being spat on its me.
I figured you hated Christianity so I would use it and
God against you, I threw and said everything to chase you away,
to make you hate me...
..because why would you ever want to be with me..
I feel like I am not worth loving.
I chased you away because I didn't want you to do
what everyone did to me.
I said I would be okay losing you to someone else,
but its not true..
I didn't want to lose you..
I wanted to be there, I bought a ticket...
by: (me)
I'm sorry that the Christians spit on you
and your friends, and they constantly
rejected you, and hurt you.
that shouldn't have happened,
they weren't God's children,
there is no excuse for what they did.
when they should have been friendly.
I'm sorry I cut your band down,
and I did everything I could to tear you down.
I'm sorry I always reject you.
That should probably prove that I'm not
a real Christian, or maybe I'm just messed up.
There is still no excuse
You know when I was a little girl,
I told this girl I would be her friend
when everyone shunned her and she spit on my head.
People didn't want to be my friend when I was
in school because I was a different race, people were prejudice
toward me.
I was always alone, I had no friends,
I couldn't be friends for fear of rejection.
I just avoided people, and every time I tried...
It never worked out.
One time when I was 12, I went to a pastors daughters house to play
dolls, and her dad the pastor said she wasn't there.
She was in the background and said "who is that dad?"
I said. "oh...okay.." I left, but cried all the way home, I felt so stupid.
When I was in high school
the people I thought were my friends
said "we aren't your friends, we just felt sorry for you,
so we let you sit with us.."
So i sat alone the entire school year.
When went to a bible college, this person said "We aren't
friends we are associates.."
All my life growing up was about rejection,
the first guy I opened my heart to,
told me he loved me, but later I found out he had a girlfriend.
I meant nothing to him, I was just a side chick.
It seemed like all my relationships were like that..
There is no excuse for what I did to you,
but if anyone knows about rejection its me,
or being spat on its me.
I figured you hated Christianity so I would use it and
God against you, I threw and said everything to chase you away,
to make you hate me...
..because why would you ever want to be with me..
I feel like I am not worth loving.
I chased you away because I didn't want you to do
what everyone did to me.
I said I would be okay losing you to someone else,
but its not true..
I didn't want to lose you..
I wanted to be there, I bought a ticket...
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