My silent prayers are with you. I'm a prayer closet type christian and your maladies are on my heart daily. Good morning brothers and sisters. Just a friendly reminder Christians in Recovery aka CRA is up and running on the miscellaneous forum come check it out. It's not just for former stoners, drunks and fiends but anyone with a problem that can say Jesus is Lord, and could use some help from the 12 steps. All are welcome. Ta-ta.