Been married, lived in sin, had long spells of being single, was kinda in love when I was 16 but he was killed, finally knew God and I love him. We have to love God so much and know he loves us so much before we can be any good for anyone else, vise versa. Look at all the people crying out about their bad marriages. Hold tight to God, don't be in such a rush your all still so young. We are to be happy with now. If we can't be happy with just our selves and God maybe then we are not complete. We have to a whole self. I hope that makes since. Don't worry be happy is what God tells us. How we are as we wait is the key to happiness. Be still your heart. We trust God to give us our hearts desires.