not just God, but satan and everyone and everything else in world. To be utterly alone, just to sort stuff out in your head. I don't hate God, but I'll admit I was frustrated at Him. And then I kinda hated myself for getting upset with Him, and then I got mad at Satan, but then I remembered life is a trial so I mad at myself again.I would elborate much more but my mind is a tangled mess right now, so I don't know where to start or how to accurately express what I feel.And before anyone brings it up, I am NOT doing this for attention, I cannot stress that enough. I just want your input.