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PrettyBelle

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I just want the past to stay in the past because I'm tired of trying to get over something only to willingly walk back in front of it again. Mad at myself because I want to let it all go. I just want to be loved again.
I know that God separated me into this single life for my benefit, but I just want at the end of my day to have my husband ( wherever he is) hug me after a long day, pray with me and serve with me. When my muffler was dragging from my car today, to have someone to look at my car.
Instead I had a stranger get underneath my car and take it off the bracket it was dangling from so I could drive home.
I know God loves me and has cares for me and walks the in the valley beside me. I know He is there.
But I long to be loved by a spouse. To have someone to give all the love in my heart to. I hate feeling this way when God has given me so much. I feel tired and tearful today. I need God's peace.
 
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zaoman32

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Got a huge headache right now...which sucks. But more to the point. Kind of fighting with an issue that's really hard to deal with, and really have no one to talk with about it. Many people I know I'm not willing to talk with about it, because it won't lead to a whole lot of good or problem solving. The people I could/would talk to about it aren't really going to have a clue, because they're not really dealing with it and don't have a clue. Ugh...I need some relief.
 
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NodMyHeadLikeYeah

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zaoman32 said:
Got a huge headache right now...which sucks. But more to the point. Kind of fighting with an issue that's really hard to deal with, and really have no one to talk with about it. Many people I know I'm not willing to talk with about it, because it won't lead to a whole lot of good or problem solving. The people I could/would talk to about it aren't really going to have a clue, because they're not really dealing with it and don't have a clue. Ugh...I need some relief.
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You really should start eating, and don't stop.
 
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GreenNnice

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I'm answering every single post, I just glanced at nods comment on eating and there was this movie I saw once, it was gross and about eating and it was a horror movie, I thank God, I can't remember anymore than that . Praise His name, His grace, mercy, Love shadows us all. Stay 'under' Him, He is your Wingman :)
 
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NodMyHeadLikeYeah

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I woke up this morning feelin like P.Diddy
 
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NodMyHeadLikeYeah

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and here i thought people wouldn't get it..... :D
 
shawntc

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I give up on like 99% of this forum. There's really only two places I go - this thread, and my blog. Everywhere else is... madness.
 
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Donkeyfish07

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zaoman32 said:
Got a huge headache right now...which sucks. But more to the point. Kind of fighting with an issue that's really hard to deal with, and really have no one to talk with about it. Many people I know I'm not willing to talk with about it, because it won't lead to a whole lot of good or problem solving. The people I could/would talk to about it aren't really going to have a clue, because they're not really dealing with it and don't have a clue. Ugh...I need some relief.
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You can send me a pm if you need somebody to talk to....I may or may not have a clue on the subject you speak of but I'm willing to edumacate myself
 
rachelsedge

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It amazes me how much God controls, and KNOWS.

Just all the things that are going on in my body that I don't even know about: heart beating, neurons firing, food digesting, blood being filtered.

That He knows when all animals give birth, fall as prey to predators, die. In the deepest parts of the sea, on islands where no one has ever set foot.

That He sees all the stars and calls them by name, all the billions of them. That He knows what's going on on planets literally billions and billions of miles away.

All of these things, simultaneously. And it doesn't overwhelm Him, or make Him freak out, like "Oooooh no, can't listen to Rachel right now because I've got to focus on everything else." I dunno. It just amazes me.
 
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arwen83

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I'm so tired of not being able to fall asleep :( I hate this anxiety I feel, and the pressure that I know I need to sleep but can't. And that's what keeps me awake. It's a cycle. I really need to go back on lorazepam.
 
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kenthomas27

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I hate being lied to by watermelons. I've been told to thump them and look at their bellys and if they sound hollow and their bellys are yellow they're going to be good, so I thump watermelons and look at their bellys and feel like an idiot and then they lie. They're not ripe or sweet and not even really red. Please don't advise getting one already cut up. I don't trust cut up fruit. I worked in a grocery store once.
 
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shawntc

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kenthomas27 said:
I hate being lied to by watermelons. I've been told to thump them and look at their bellys and if they sound hollow and their bellys are yellow they're going to be good, so I thump watermelons and look at their bellys and feel like an idiot and then they lie. They're not ripe or sweet and not even really red. Please don't advise getting one already cut up. I don't trust cut up fruit. I worked in a grocery store once.
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Hey I just checked your profile and apparently, today marks exactly 10 years since you were saved. If that's accurate, hallelujah! :D
 
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MissCris

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kenthomas27 said:
I hate being lied to by watermelons. I've been told to thump them and look at their bellys and if they sound hollow and their bellys are yellow they're going to be good, so I thump watermelons and look at their bellys and feel like an idiot and then they lie. They're not ripe or sweet and not even really red. Please don't advise getting one already cut up. I don't trust cut up fruit. I worked in a grocery store once.
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Fruit- highly suspicious stuff.

No, really, I worked in a grocery store salad bar once upon a time, I understand your trust issues.
And I have no idea how to pick a good watermelon.
 
shawntc

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T-2 days until my burfday.

My pastor gave me a little devotional book when I finished my membership class. I'm not sure I like it. Takes a whole five minutes and doesn't really go too in depth. Plus, it usually references two passages for each day and one of them is always a psalm. I find the psalms to be boring.
 
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kenthomas27

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shawntc said:
Hey I just checked your profile and apparently, today marks exactly 10 years since you were saved. If that's accurate, hallelujah! :D
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You don't even know! Praise our epic God!
 
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