Because my heart hurts for you. I know what hatred is; it used to flow through my blood like nuclear lava, and I don't want you to suffer like I did. I respect you bro because I understand a lot about you and can relate. That said, you put your anger on full display here all the time, and I fear it's more than anger. You have hatred in your heart, and yet you're telling folks here not to hate. I pray your hatred never reaches the level I once had, and that your heart overcomes. In the mean, prayers lifted. Work on yourself and then you'll be able to help others. No malice on my part, bro.