If you think that simply due to one sentance, im lying, incorrect, mentally ill, or to be scoffed at, simply because of a format i choose to use, and that your sarcasm, whilst humorous, is a beneficiary view for you, you've as much to learn as i do. Ive spent 33 years learning. Im willing to spend uncountable more doing so again. But all the darkness, suffering, conquering my mind, and being tested, shaped, and gifted with immense burdens of knowledge, and understanding, has been proven beyond doubt as God's will.