Confession: sometimes I wonder if I really am born again, because I recognize that I am incapable of loving others as God would have me do. I have no doubt that God knows me, and called me out of the world, and the worldly way I was living prior to my conversion. I heard and recognized His voice, and eventually submitted to accept the gospel, my need of Jesus Christ, and the covering of His righteous blood in payment for my sins, that I may be reconciled to God, and attain to life ever after. Scripture says those who are His hear Him, and recognize Him. If it were not for that, I might think myself doomed to destruction, because beside seeing His goodness and grace, to look at myself, what I predominantly see in myself is failure to live according to His standards.