As I can't see into your heart, my understanding of your motivation is based on your words. I gave my impressions of that. So I'll start saying...it seems to me. And it seems to me that you prefer to deal with God on the basis of your actions and not on the basis of what He has done and continues to do.
I don't see your responses as judgmental. I believe you are earnest in your pursuit of God and in your desire to help others do the same. I simply believe your emphasis is wrong. You seem to focus on obedience rather than relationship. While obedience is part of relationship, a real and vital relationship dwarves mere obedience.
When I wake up in the morning I don't think about a list of chores my wife wants me to get to. I simply want to spend time with her. The same goes with God. I awake with a desire to get into my Father's presence. Simply to be near to Him. So I do the things He has said will bring that about. This of course is obedience, but my goal isn't obedience but renewing my relationship; afresh entering into the presence of God.
I don't see your responses as judgmental. I believe you are earnest in your pursuit of God and in your desire to help others do the same. I simply believe your emphasis is wrong. You seem to focus on obedience rather than relationship. While obedience is part of relationship, a real and vital relationship dwarves mere obedience.
When I wake up in the morning I don't think about a list of chores my wife wants me to get to. I simply want to spend time with her. The same goes with God. I awake with a desire to get into my Father's presence. Simply to be near to Him. So I do the things He has said will bring that about. This of course is obedience, but my goal isn't obedience but renewing my relationship; afresh entering into the presence of God.
I've also been around many whose approach is much more "spiritual" IOW they pursue some form of "relationship" apart from His Word and they make things up that are not in accordance with His Word. Apart from His Word in Spirit it's mostly just subjective opinion, feelings and human creativity and chaos.
When He commands us to do something I've always wanted to do just that. I'm fully aware that He's in charge and that it's by His power and enablement that we grow spiritually and at the pace He establishes. There are times and situations for the Abba, Daddy, and times for the Yes, Sir. I don't think any relationship is one dimensional and we all have our personalities and gift(s). Where you may experience the best of that relationship my best and most clearly special times have been sitting at His feet asking Him questions about His Word, His expressed thinking and will. I've also been encountering over the past few years a very enhanced appreciation and amazement at how vast He is in every way as I watch how men seek Him in His creation and how He seems to be playing with them in all of their discoveries.
So, did you see the prescriptive command to endure?