something was poured into my spirit about two months ago...
I was outside " bare with me". Ti was at night and I was looking into the same trees as I always do just looking up at tue stars when I saw something I had never seen or known before ... I even rubbed my eyes ...
I saw three trees.... One looked like God sitting on His throne "side profile imagry"
There was a person standing in front of him and another behind that one ... God, man, woman... Both equally looking at God... Both facing towards God... Each persons relationship with God fully connected... The wind blew strongly and the next thing I saw was the man turn around. Towards the woman ... .. The woman saw the reflection of God coming out of Him like a reflection looking in a mirror ... When He looked at Her He saw the reflection of God from Her... I know that sounds crazy, but it suddenly all made sense to me... the characteristics I was looking for in a man all this time were not the characteristics of God... Nor were the characteristics of God coming out from me... I was doing a study on Gods character.... God is always the same, never changes, he is not a man that He should lie, he is more loyal than a brother , He is always there for me, always listens, never condems or criticizes... Etc.. Because I did not know Gods character I settled for whatever " sounded" the best... I wasn't really looking at the character of the man.... that's because I didn't truly know the character , love, and promises of God.. I had no truth about who God is, not could I " most importantly" reflect the characteristics of God out... No wonder my relationships were such a disaster... I was so busy on getting a man, I was no good for a man... I'm so thankful God is showing me what character flaws I have. it feels so good when He wedges the root of them out...