Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

I know its lame, and not so cheerful, but I believe if you really love someone, you'll
let them make their choice to be happy, even if it hurts. Maybe I am wrong,
but no matter how lovely something is or feels, the truth will always be brighter,
and show its true nature and colors.
Really has nothing to do with Christmas ..really, but it was written on Christmas day ..

Christmas Lament
by: Lowanla ( me)

I heard your voice,
you've made your choice,
I release you, to the path
that you have chosen,
how could I compete?
when I was never good enough to be,
you never 'simply' shared a word with me
its okay to let go and move on
I cut your bond, I set you free
I hold no ill will against you
I just want to tell you its okay
to move on to another's arms and to
make yourself happy
You deserve to be happy
I've always believed that.

I know you love me with everything..
but its not enough to want to be with me
because when you hold me, I feel your love for me,
but I also feel your anxiety,
and regret of losing everything.
I don't want to do that to you.

I will always love you,
you will never leave my heart
thinking about you makes me feel like
I got someone out there to hold onto
it makes me feel less alone

you still mean that much to me,
and I don't want to see nor feel you hurting,
cause I can and its breaking me,

but now I got to let you go
it would be only selfish to hold on
don't you know?

You did something for me,
you gave me a reason to be,
so therefore I will try,
its okay to move on,
I will be alright
I am surrounded by people
who really do love me,

so its okay to make yourself happy,
be satisfied with your keep,
and just be happy.

​

 

[Wolf]

just felt like writing something nice today..

Love Song Ditty
by: Lowanla (me)

I love you to let go
I love you to hold on
I love you because I can
I love you because I can't

You push me away with all your might
but pull me back like the strong tide
I love you because you love me
even when you act like you don't
because I am someone to you alone

I love you when you cherish me
I love you when you hate me
I love you because you make me happy
I love you enough to give up everything

I accept everything about you,
both the darkness and the light,
even if you don't believe in yourself
In you I can see the dawn
breaking through the night

I love you, I just want you to be happy
I can't explain myself nor my drive
nor can I prove what motivates me
I can't stop myself from smiling
when you hold onto me and whisper
lovely things

I love you for loving me
I love you, I do.
​

 

[Wolf]

reading through Amy Lee's lyrics made me cry, it makes my heart feel cold on the inside,
because I can relate to how cruel she is being treated, or at least that's how I feel...
She sounds like she is someone who has a lot of love to give, and is being taken advantage of and taken for granted...

Good Enough
lyrics by: Evanescence

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

​

 

[Wolf]

I Don't Want To Be Just Another One
by: Lowanla (me)

How many hearts brutally slain
how many tears were mercilessly bled?
How many innocent were deceived in your flame?
How many souls imprisoned in death?

"its not a game" you cried
how many soul crippled
just so you could get ahead?

Am I just another one...
wearing the old dress
my back to you
Another toy to play?
Am I just another one?!
a sweet girl to crush and throw away

what about her, her, and her

I feel the flame, I'm burning up
but my heart it feels so cold

You told me you loved me...
Curious,
were you telling them you the same too?

then why are so many skeletons coming out
of your closet and running through my head

That's always been your problem
You've never loved anything
you should start appreciating what you had
then maybe you might feel 'something'
maybe just maybe you might feel bad

As for me, that old woman who use to be me ..is dead
she will not come back, she is decaying on a cross
in judgement she is forever lost,
but she has been reborn again to Heaven

You've made your bed...
its not like you aren't love lie with them instead
Heaven calls me, seals me,
I pity you though you are heartless
watching you struggle hanging on
in your darkness

I don't want to be just another one!
I don't want to be just another one!
I don't want to be just another one!
I don't want to be just another one!
​

 

[Wolf]

Morning Kisses
by: Lowanla (me)

None of it matters you know,
can you tell I am so in love with you
that it's so easy for me to always let it go.

I have never felt this way before.
I just feel I don't deserve anything
this wonderful.
I fear abandonment, you know this.

morning kisses wake me up to you.
I'm so in love want to be your fool.
console my heart in the dark
all I see is your heart in my heart.

Is loneliness suppose to hurt this much,
fool me until I am no more,
I love you so much and it hurts
because I do want more

my anger fills the night
but countered by love
in your arms I feel so alive
morning kisses wake me up
all I want is to be with you.
​

 

[Wolf]

this one sounds funny, not suppose to but when you think of puppies...you can't
help but to smile..

The Lost Puppy
by: Lowanla (me)

I'm inclined to believe anything you say
so tread lightly with your love gently and safely
or at least love so hard that I become dust
because I won't just bite what you give me
I'm so pitiful I would turn it into a banquet table

I'm afraid
so afraid to lose you
that if I touched you
you'd disappear

but I love you
do you believe me
the weakest person in the world
who musters enough strength
to climb her mountain of fear
she's never climbed before
just so you would know.
How I feel about you.

I'm the lost puppy,
who forgets so easy
who loves so deeply.
Pitiful and happy.
Even when you're cruel to me.
Even when you love me deeply.

the lost puppy.
Only yours.
​

 

[Wolf]

Will you
by: Lowanla (me)

Will you hold me in your arms forever
Will you promise to fight for this endeavor
Will you love me even after you hate me
Will you be there when I wake up in the morning

Do you love me?
Do you love me?

Will you, yes.

I love you
I love you
Yes I do.

I love you in life, I love you in death
I love you in hell, I love you in heaven,
I love you anywhere, anytime

yes I do, I love you.

​

 

[Wolf]

Hehe... XD Wanted to make ya laugh. Attack of the Bread Dog!

Fringe has got to be one of my more favorite shows! Its awesome! I got Season 4 for Christmas!
I'm so happy!

I like it because I relate to Walter Bishop, probably because he's so innocent, <3

 

[Wolf]

Okay Here is a love song, I gave it my best try,
I practiced and practiced it,
Its not perfect...but still.. It's my way of saying.
I love you, to my love. How I feel
Hopefully It's expressed well.

Savage Garden - Lyrics

I knew I loved you before I met you,
I think I dreamed you into Life
I knew I loved you before I met you,
I have been waiting all my life

​

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9Nrimu8PBA[/video]

 

[Wolf]

My God Loves Me
By: Lowanla (me)

You can love me
You can leave me
You can use me
You can confuse me
You can love me
You can throw me
You can deceive me
You can know me
You can try to show me

but Hell can't have me
because Love surrounds me
my God was here first
Never let's me go

Even when I don't feel him
even when you feel more real than God at times
when I give in and give up on God
he refuses to let me go

Don't tell me God is dead
for what I've been through has already proved
For all that you all have put me through

I AM STILL HERE

I am not destroyed I am not lost

So thank you devil for sending me pain
And a broken heart
That I somehow survived

You just proved to me that

My God is alive
and he is in love with me
and one day Jesus will come to get me

My God loves me
My God loves me
Oh my God, my God loves me
He loves me
I feel so loved today
I feel so much joy I feel so happy

Jesus Loves Me
​

 

[PopClick]

Hey, nice one! How was your Christmas, by the way?

 

[Mike98]

This is my respond to your poems.

It was quite in here,
but i didn't care,
if the peers were watching
if they didn't bare

it was quite as a mouse
but what you forgot
is that its a house
that is really hot

Your foot is not in my face,
but too i got enough grace,
to walk with my own pace

i said forget the poems and here my rap
here a jeroboam with a snap,
its isn't that hard, figure it out,
becuase i bet you have doubts

you think you will win,
its better if you were married to Emimen,
so you better score the pin
so go home and get the win

 

[Mike98]

Here my rap that someone can respond too

Attitude Check, its a Wreck
123, i agree
Praise the Lord, open heavens door

This is our chant
i don't care if you have a aunt
so go home and see Kevin Durant

We are here to praise the lord,
so get out of the way devil
so we can open heaven doords

 

[Wolf]

This is my respond to your poems.

It was quite in here,
but i didn't care,
if the peers were watching
if they didn't bare

it was quite as a mouse
but what you forgot
is that its a house
that is really hot

Your foot is not in my face,
but too i got enough grace,
to walk with my own pace

i said forget the poems and here my rap
here a jeroboam with a snap,
its isn't that hard, figure it out,
becuase i bet you have doubts

you think you will win,
its better if you were married to Emimen,
so you better score the pin
so go home and get the win

lol that's cool
I couldn't possibly marry Eminem he frightens me lol jk

Awesome poem btw
I know most of my poems sound clingy and sad
I've no excuse hehe I likes to vent

 

[Wolf]

Hey, nice one! How was your Christmas, by the way?

Why thank ya !


I cried for half the church service in the presence of God
Because of my ol lonely broken and longing heart
It's his presence that caused me to break down and cry
I felt like I couldn't and what I was going through I can't just
"Get over" like how some people say...
I know you understand that then most
But I did feel loved

My Christmas was pleasant but went too fast
How was yours *hugs*

 

[Wolf]

Here is my response...

Falling in love
Try it sometime...
Maybe try on my shoes
Before you judge

Have you ever loved what you could not
Have you let them go and have them hold on
The constant ache the constant pain
The constant longing the constant want

I have been as cold and unknowing as you once
...oh God, I never wanted to fall in love

Have you been tormented by devils and the like
Have you been consumed in real Hell fire
Have you been tempted and touched with lust
Have you yet cried Jesus Jesus help me

But it felt like he never heard me
He let them do this to me...
Oh God...he let them hurt me

I prayed and resisted but the devil remained
I felt so alone and damned

so maybe I vent and cry out in pain

I just hope that when
The time comes
You will be as strong as you are
With the same pride

There were many times I should have died
But my God was faithful
He kept me alive

So forgive a venting heart
I cannot touch what I love
But my love touches me

I can't be with who I love...

So I talk with tears
And anger
That's my relationship
That's all I have

This is all I have
This is all God will allow me
This is how I let my love know how I'm feeling

This is me
​

 

[Wolf]

Dearly beloved Moderators of CC,
by: Lowanla (me) AKA Lovesong, AKA Wolf, AKA, Godkindoflove

Please save me,
kill me,
destroy me
vanquish this lovesong thread I created
this lovesong that is me

end - me, please

for it is a curse to me
and I a burden to thee

I hurt, I hurt so much
I want, I want so much
Denied, denied so much
I don't want to exist

for when you do
maybe this sin I created
will be as it never happened
maybe, just maybe he may forget me,

O please,

I hurt, I hurt so bad
the constant reminders
the constant desires
that I cannot have

Please put an end to me
I beg thee

forget me
​

 

[Wolf]

Okay enough with the depressing thoughts...I heard this song on my fave Christian Radio station,
It's comforting...
When I feel the most alone, the most unloved, the most unwanted...

God brings me songs like these that remind me, no matter what, I am spoken for,
and I don't feel so bad about life, I feel loved.

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVHZNgYXwMQ[/video]

Spoken For
Lyrics by: Mercy Me

Take this world from me
I don't need it anymore...

I am finally free
My heart is spoken for

Oh and I praise you
Oh and I worship you

Chorus

Covered by your love divine
Child of the risen Lord
To hear you say

"This one's mine"

My heart is spoken for

Now I have a peace
I've never known before
I find myself complete

My heart is spoken for..

Oh and I praise you
Oh and I worship you

By the power of the cross
You've taken what was lost
And made it fully yours
And I have been redeemed
By you that spoke to me
Now I am spoken for...

Take this world from me
Don't need it anymore....

​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

*sneaks in unannounced* I hope everyone had a nice Christmas!

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mENmbZ5Ikto[/video]