Recent content by Akexsis

I don't I'm always by myself all the time

Thank you both for that message you are both right and I know I have to give this to God I want to be saved, happy, free ect, and for God to take away Anger, Depression, Shame, Hatetred, Forgiveness, Sucide, Self-harm, etc, like I don't want to die anymore but then I do, I just don't know what...

I'll try my best to stay, I just don't want to be hurt Or broken anymore I just wanna Feel Alive I No god has a plan for us all I just wish I knew what he had planned for my life.

Honestly.\n I just feel so broken. I'm trying to do my best to stay here, but but I really don't think I'm going to be here much longer. This is how I been Feeling These last couple of days

I know What you are saying, and I get the point And just those are literally all my emotions, including anger, grief, sadness. Shame l Lost of control Including depression. Not only that, I also cut myself, I always have suicide thoughts. I just wish I didn't have all these emotions But...

And i always worrie aboutmy mom and my son im scared something is going to happen to them. When i cut myself I worry that my mom's going to see my scars

Im angry at my dad for things he did i hate him so much.im not sleeping at night i am always stressed my stress leves are vetry high and i always worrie about my daughter even through she dead i miss her so much i want to self harm and i always want to commit suicide a

I will and thank you

thank you last month it was my daughter's birthday she died and I will definitely listen to Psalms

How do you deal with Anger ive been feeling Anger all day today abd i dont know what to do i been yelling at people throwing things. I just want know how to cope with it