Recent content by BC3408

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    I’m a mess right now

    I’m scared that I have proclaimed salvation and then strayed so far away over the years that as the Bible says “there is no longer a sacrifice for sin” aka you cannot repent and be forgiven.
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    I’m a mess right now

    I do wholeheartedly. However, years of unrepented behavior makes me question my salvation and current thinking leads me to believe I have fallen away. It says there is no sacrifice then left for those who do this. And now I am utterly terrified.
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    I’m a mess right now

    I guess I’m scared because it’s being going on for years...gossiping and not always being kind to my brother. Even my own family members...without giving it much thought. I’m afraid that God sees this as abandoning my belief and as I’ve read that there is no repentence for a person like this, as...
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    I’m a mess right now

    I guess I’m scared because it’s being going on for years...gossiping and not always being kind to my brother. Even my own family members...without giving it much thought. I’m afraid that God sees this as abandoning my belief and as I’ve read that there is no repentence for a person like this, as...
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    I’m a mess right now

    The unpardonable sin is rejecting Jesus? Or saying that he is of the devil?
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    I’m a mess right now

    Thanks for he response! I guess where I’m feeling upset is that at times it’s been of my own family members out of anger or spite 😖 which is not loving your neighbor as you do yourself. The second greatest commandment.
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    I’m a mess right now

    Also I’ve done it many times without thinking and it takes me a while to ask for forgiveness. This is what I’m walking about a “hardened heart”. I’m really in despair.
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    I’m a mess right now

    I guess I should clarify “gossip” meaning sometimes I’m the starter of the gossip. Talking about things that I probably shouldn’t. Sometimes about my own family members ☹️ From what I’ve read God looks at that with extreme me displeasure: wrath it says. I am really terrified that if I died I...
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    I’m a mess right now

    I’m a total mess right now. I believe I was saved 13 years ago, after I started attending church. I asked God to come into my heart and forgive my sins, I believed in Jesus and his sacrifice. I was 17 so I don’t remember exactly what I said. The past few years I feel like I’ve strayed from God...