Recent content by Dess_17

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    Feeling apathy

    I’ve tried praying, I haven’t really spoken to anyone about it though.
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    Feeling apathy

    Sorry not this year but last year around august
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    Feeling apathy

    Yes, the thoughts started this year randomly kind of. It started with one thing then it went to the next and the next.
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    Feeling apathy

    I get like a lot of unwanted thoughts that are violent and perverted of basically almost everything and anyone. They aren’t just words or phrases but a lot of them are images like when you imagine something. I also at some point had strong urges to speak against God and I didn’t I tried my best...
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    Feeling apathy

    Alright I will! Thank you
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    Feeling apathy

    Thank you!
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    Feeling apathy

    Thank you!
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    Feeling apathy

    I’ve been feeling very apathetic these days. I’m not sure why but I don’t feel like I can connect with anyone anymore. I feel apathy about these intrusive thoughts that I should care more about and I feel apathy towards God a little bit and people. I’m questioning if I even care about my family...
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    Not sure if I ever received the Holy Spirit

    Thank You! I had the willingness at the start but it kind of went away. I feel very apathetic about a lot of things at the moment. About God, people, things that I cared about a lot. I have bad intrusive thoughts that I just can’t seem to care about. I do hope that I’ll get out of this state and...
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    Not sure if I ever received the Holy Spirit

    I haven’t been baptized yet I felt I wasn’t ready after falling into sin again.
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    Not sure if I ever received the Holy Spirit

    I’ve repented of my sins and I do believe He died for my sins. I’m not sure if I’ve accepted that He has redeemed me from punishment. Well I know He has.
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    Something has to give

    I struggle with intrusive thoughts. At some point recently I wanted to isolate myself because they were harmful to others.
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    Not sure if I ever received the Holy Spirit

    Thank you! I see why I need God but I’m still not desperate and heartbroken. I hope at some point I get there.