I can sympathize. If you aren't being persecuted by other Christians then you just aren't gathering with other Christians enough. This is eventually going to happen with everyone.
Hi Tracy, my username is banned and I would like to chance to be reinstated. I think the issue can be easily resolved with an apology and humble acceptance on my part. Let me know how we can talk since I am unable to get on chat. Just let me know what I need to do to make things right. Thanks