Recent content by Greyfray

Thank you for taking the time for all of this, I can pm but I don't know what you'd get out of it, I don't want to waste your time. You said "Erm, what do you mean by backing. I looked it up and I could see that being used about castration or a hysterectomy (modern but why not?) or just...

Hey there, yes stereotypes. I just fit all the male ones. I loved the scripture you sent about the frustration of creation, it is at least comforting that God acknowledges the frustration. As for what I expect from this forum now, I'm just answering questions in here, no expectations...

Hi there, cool question Basically a female body is not masculine, and I am repulsed by femininity. I cannot simply live as a tomboy because that is a ridiculous step down in masculinity that I cannot tolerate. Too many signs I'm male ever since I was a kid, the way I sat, no dresses or clothes...

Although I don't know your struggle, it sounds so hard and I'll keep you in my prayers; You are so right about telling God how I feel, yesterday I got triggered and cursed God and God used the very music I was listening to at that moment to talk to me; the lyrics said "had to sit down talk to...

I have had problems with my chest ever since the beginning as a child. It freaked me out to shave my legs too. Freaked me out to be told to sit like a girl, wouldn't. Make up, wouldn't. All of that female nonsense hurt as a kid too. I didn't train myself to be in pain. My chest pain will knock...

"And the fact that you have so much pain with just moving your chest, shows that you KNOW becoming a transgender is and would be wrong.." I can't get out of this font now. Can you please explain how you concluded that? And may you never know what types, the range of things one can be made to...

I don't fight my natural masculinity, I don't get bit. Others fight my natural masculinity, then it bites.

To me the question is fully answered. You see biology. My condition has me see other aspects to being a man. I'm not doing anything on purpose I just feel talking with you has become nearly pointless

Obviously your mind is made up about me. Why waste time with my obvious physical limitations when I have so many psychological symptoms a male could relate to like being freaked out by having a chest.

There is so much more to being a male than biology.

My reality from your eyes; the reality of my eyes is that I'm male.

Now I understand. So if someone here was lgbt supportive and saw me as male, I could live my life, it's a freeing feeling. Not that I don't live my life. There's a burden that comes off of me. Living my life is a huge understatement that I can't describe. So much justice. To be known. Then...

I truly don't understand this question. If my pain comes from reduced masculinity and in my life I try hard to put God first, reading my Bible and trusting in him even though I don't want to talk to him sometimes, support from christians is the best because they will pray

Because I am male and I only involve those in my life usually who see me for the truth. I might not be understanding your question. Probably because God is always on my mind.

People who are on T or consider themselves male, in my case, are transitioned. Like I said there's a hole in my heart over not being able to take things further with surgery so far. "If" I went through with them, it would be easier to not hate God.