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Little context here: Daydreaming excessively, a whole created world in your head, addictive in nature, and causes you to become distracted, think about sinful things, and feel guilty for doing something God wouldn't like?

Of course! ♡

Thank you all so very much for the prayers, sustenance, encouragement, and references, you guys have been so kind to me and my situation. All love!

Hard, isn't it? :confused:

I fell really far off from my walk with Jesus, and want to get my faith back. I need some prayers to heal from backsliding as well as prayers for obedience and surrender and less opposition to conviction. As well as all those who impact me (and the world) that they will be in heaven. ♡

Yeah, you're all right, the temptation weirdly enough has kind of gone away and I kind of want to get back to Jesus, so that's a plus, guess you can say I'm getting better.

Oh no yeah, he convicted me about my fantasies months ago and I stopped them, it's really just all about the temptation. The fantasies have not continued, but just the mere thought about them has a very..... interesting..... effect, to say the least.

Well the temptation is kind of mix of mostly fantasization and shifting realities. The thing is I understand why to avoid it because I've seen a lot of testimonies about it, so I can only assume based off of the story. I'm just really stubborn when it comes to something I want, and sometimes it...

Yeah, you're right, I find people's testimonies on losing faith and trying to get it back and addictions are the one that kind of help me, I think at least.

I know, that's the thing, I haven't found anyone who has gone this particular temptation as me, (i guess it's unique), and I have no one to relate to. It's not as bad anymore, but it's not necessarily gone either, I feel like no one understands :/. I hope it goes away as I grow older, or it just...

Ok, Im going to use this, lol. There is always this one certain temptation that I can't even explain to somebody how it gets me, but when I tell you this certain temptation is a weakness, ooooooooooohhhh. I want it so badly and it's literally so bad, it so so bad, but I still want it. I know...

Agree 100%

Thank you so much! It's a struggle, but this message has actually been sticking in my brain and has been a source of motivation and encouragement for me! You've blessed me today! Enjoy the rest of the day and hope you are doing well overall! :) Lots of love(y)

Hi Michael, I'm 14 years old and I can say I am in a very bad place in my faith right now, to the point of giving up, but I just wanted to tell you you are not alone, and there is always help around, I have dealt with suicidal thoughts (before I was invested in my faith full on) and asked God to...

Thank you for reminding me that the Holy Spirit is not a one and done type thing and that it's waiting and loving. I sure wish we can skip to the good part and be with Jesus in heaven, but I have to keep powering on no matter how much I feel like giving up. I pray you have a good time on Earth...