Praying you will find good and kind people who love the Lord Jesus on here. As that hope you love your stay. Welcome to the forums. Feel free to post. Don't be shy.
Sometimes my friend you have to wait. And if you do, it would be well worth the wait. Knowing that it comes from God. Let and allow Him to lead and guide you into what He wants you to do. Praying for your safety also in South America!