Recent content by Protek

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    Salvation

    Who here has truly suffered hellfire? Or rather holy cleansing fire? I have and I can say that the depths of torment given by hell are deserved by no man. The things I have done in this world pail in comparison to the evilest in the history of our times, but my suffering has been exponentially...
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    Salvation

    All are saved for they have the love of the truest next to them through all things. Heaven and hell can not separate you from love. THIS is biblical conspiracy
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    Salvation

    Because my view of salvation isn't supported by the general christian community. And if I'm honest it doesn't make sense if you really think about it. There are obviously evil people in this world that deserve Hell. But all thing's considered I can't accept eternal hell. I don't think that I...
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    Salvation

    The salvation of all that has ever been and ever will be. That is Jesus to me. The difference between knowing his name and rejecting it, being a life of knowing love or knowing wandering. When one knows the name of the lord one tends to be kept in peace, relatively speaking. Speak the name...
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    Prayers for my Grandmother (long)

    So there was a meeting today between the three sisters and my Grandmother. Everything came to a head and the short and skinny of it, at least coming from my mother, is that my oldest Aunt doesn't know how to work with others. Every time she was confronted about taking control she would say...
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    Prayers for my Grandmother (long)

    I wanted to express the situation that my family is in and ask for prayers on the matter. A year ago I posted a situation asking for prayers and I would say those prayers were heard. Part of this is just to get it off my chest because I don't deal with drama very well. I will try and be...
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    Prayers for my core family

    I guess this is just a blog at this point, I wanted to express my frustration to someone so this will have to work. I have been working all but 2 day's the past few weeks in order to make sure everyone had heat on christmas then to prepare for my dad to go out of town with my mom, she's been...
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    Reality of waiting until Married

    I'd really like to hear from those in here that didn't wait until marriage to have sex. I know it happens more than christians would like to admit, and saying such a thing is a double edged sword as it admit's fault to a judgmental community while at the same time giving someone a "free pass"...
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    Reality of waiting until Married

    I really don't appreciate the tone of looking down on me and the world I live in. I will admit that one part of it sounds surreal, about the two friends with 9 kids with 5 women, but those are friends from my past and people who I don't even speak to. Yes I live in a promiscuous world, but I...
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    Reality of waiting until Married

    I just wanted to get some thoughts from people who have been through the dating scene and found a partner, or those who didn't and have a family of their own. How realistic is it to wait for marriage before having sex? I'm not a virgin as I had sex a handful of times 17ish years ago but nothing...
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    America's Godly Heritage: Why America is a Republic, NOT a Democracy

    Thank you for that insight. I am often blatently at odd's with christians online. Far to often they forget the heart of Jesus and the fact that they are sinners themselves. Still I feel that the bible speak as true as it may be is subverting the OP statement. Still, I feel that if I had to...
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    America's Godly Heritage: Why America is a Republic, NOT a Democracy

    So I call your critical thinking into play here....... isn't it the extreme's on both sides at play here? You are obviously biased to the right extreme's, however I say both extreme's are at fault. Rarely those in the middle call for violence, it is always the extremes. Those so unwilling for...
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    Prayers for my core family

    When I finally moved out of my parents basement it was into my sisters old small house. She left so much stuff that the garage and one of the two bedrooms was full of her belonging's along with every closet in the house. It took me 3 years to get her stuff out of there because she kept telling...
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    Prayers for my core family

    I just wanted to post again, I don't know where to draw the line between gossip and expressing my situation but I need these thoughts to be out in the world and not just in my head. Today I went to my sisters house after work to help my dad paint the bathroom and replace the toilet, and her...
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    Prayers for my core family

    Oh and thank you all for the prayers. I have never been one for prayers about someone you don't know personally, however I'm starting to change my mind. Since posting this prayer request I have noticed a bit of peace around my father like everything is right and taken care of. The problems...