Recent content by rickyw

oh lol i posted a hello messgage forgetting i've already posted here.

my name is ricky and i'm new here. i have renal cell carcinoma and gall stone blockages into the bile duct. among other problems. i go into surger on monday and i'm at my end with the strength i needed to make it there. i've been advocating for myself through the medical system and just...

i'm in surgery march 11th and there will be no pain meds for me. my primary neglects scripts and now i'm without a stool softener and the nausea and vomiting have worsened all my other symptoms. i appreciate all the well wishes and words of support but in reality i'm alone and exhausted and the...

thank you everyone. recent update i had my upper lower gi this week and besides the fear of unknown and some drama professionals being unprofessional it went great with no real discomfort. i've got an appointment with my urologist this week, which is 1/2 of a removal surgery march 11th i...

i've fallen away. though i know i'm wrong and it's somehow my fault, i've lost my faith. God doesn't answer me. the last time i feel that he did is when i got baptised at age 9. the pastor told me i could ask God for anything and he'd listen. and i asked for strength. whcih i got in droves. my...