All though im not on much the only notifications i get is the one from myself dont be shy to messege
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFwmgfINKa8
������Az: as we are "young" we do not care what we do wiht our lives we live it as if we will live forever meaning that some of us dont care if they are poor ect all those bad things but if u think about it we are getting older and what comes with age comes to deciden how to live ur life and to force urself to get the life u want if u cared about it that much,where we are now is a stage where we dont know what we want to be ect but as we get older we change the sets of mind chages and when its too late when u never cared,the world doesnt care so ur stuck with how u did in the past,if we had a plan back then we would have the life we wanted so the smart people back in middleschool actually had an idea for it.
♡Granny-Chan ♡ ☾#kidnapBunny: do you care?
������Az: im starting too
������Az: but like i said im not sure what i want to be
������Az: i have an idea
������Az: but idk if i really like it if it could get me to where i want to be
������Az: ������Az: but if i dont like something and it could get me there im willing to take that pain to get where i want to be
������Az: ������Az: if i havent died now (suicide) then i now know how to put up with things
������Az: there for im starting to live for the future
������Az: i saved this convo
������Az: just thought id share it with u because its very meaningful
Forever sad face..for those that know me understands what that means
Ive been through quite a bit still trying to find myself who i am but
Poem I wrote in class
ill never forget the day we met ,one of the most special days ive ever had yet ,for on this day introdctions were made ,true feelings were started that will never fade ,on that day i had gained a bestfriend someone to share my life with till the end ,its nice to have someone so close to your heart in a way thats special from the very start ,until u broke me ,you said"i cant be with you im not going to agree." ,so i started to cry ,waiting for your last goodbye and all i could think was why ,was i not good enough?,years later i could never overcome ,so i started drinking rum and i thought i could never find someone like you , someone i once knew ,so i had taken a pill ,thinking it was advil and as i took a final breath o knew this was death
God leads us by His still, small voice—the same one He used to speak to Elijah. (1 Kgs. 19:11–13)
you will find makeup on my shirt but one thing u wont find is tears on my face......
