spiritualsonprogression

With me I don't get to let people know me as much as 1% (it seems). Seems like people are gone out my life and it is just me everyday. I like being familiar to what I know but I like new things as well. I am very lonely so I don't waste my time when I get a chance to talk with someone. I had a NDE when I was 2 or 3. I go to a local penecostal church but I like to call myself a "spiritual son Joel 2:28" I have had visions I have been awakened to the truth, I am very deep and complex. Yet I am weird and awkward most likely in someone else's eyes but in mine I am in a deep state of love. I do have relationship with God in my own way and we all have our gifts of the spirit and function in the body of Christ so yeah