WendyA

Born with an inadequacy I was sent away to a Christian school where I was very happy. I have lost some very close friends through time. Never allowed to take part in life I have to fight for it every day. Arrogantly as an adolescent I dismissed God our Father, because "I was too clever to believe in such nonsense!" l.o.l. When isolated I became ill and I believe God our Sacred Father is watching. I believe God our Sacred Father saved my life. I believe God our Sacred Father has tolerantly helped me ever since I consequently started listening. I am still fighting myself to forgive self righteous Capitalists who claim to be Christians, as I am murdering Zionists who claim now that I am antisemitic. I remember the cross Christ bore. Awash with emotion and rejection I am bewildered as I receive nothing but hostility from people. When threatened I once tried to take my life for everybody, but God's sake. Yes, against all the odds God saved it again. I think I must suffer before I die and I will not take my life again, in answer to our Saviour.