Lovesong Poetry

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

Note: I realize this one is a bit morbid, but it is how helpless I feel...

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Poem - 1 -

If Love Should Die
By: Lowanla (me)

I hope my heart stops beating
the same time as the broken clock
that stops ticking forever.
That way I don't have to wake up
with the empty feeling I've dreaded.

it's fleeting, my peace of mind
This helpless feeling all the time.
I'm paralyzed in midair
neither flying nor falling,
here nor there.

If love should go away forever,
and leave me in despair.
I shall wither and die
for my strength will be gone,
then there will be no air.

If love should die.

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -2-

It Hurts
by Lowanla (me)

it hurts
the thing I've evaded as the plague
no one could get through
I'm whirled around
my worlds come upside down
and all you had to do
was enter in it
we've thrown each other
in a realm unseen
how do we know each other
wasn't it only just a couple of dreams?
my dear sweet destruction
I've become lost and can no longer function
my mind wants to split three to four ways
you wrap your soul around
and my heart
has become entwined for days
I can no longer deny you
yes I have become your biggest fool

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Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

I think this was when I committed myself to this love, before that I was afraid.

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Poem -3-

Love Times A Thousand
- by Lowanla (me)

To the sweetest man I know,
I can see your heart so big,
its a beautiful thing.
and I write this funny little vow
wanna give you my world
regardless what the rest of
the world thinks..

I wanna give you my world,
wanna give you my life,
I want you to take everything
you deserve love times a thousand
your the man of my dreams

I thank God for you my gift from heaven
and I see so much potential
Oh no baby don't wanna change
you a thousand times seven
I just want to say I love you
because you forever changed me
too...

I wanna give you my world,
want you to take everything
go ahead take all my life,
you deserve love times a thousand
your the man of my dreams

Want you to spend my life away
cause I know your worth more than all of me
you deserve a love times a thousand
I love you, o man of my dreams...

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -4-

Until my single last breath
by Lowanla (me)

Love intensifies
burning me inside out
it flowers for me hope
your sorrow burns in my heart
i cannot look to others for
you love me and I die each day
with your manifestations
knowing that.

Everything I say Is not a lie
your who I want to be with.
desire will bring my death but..
your the only man I still love
I just want to see you no one else
until my single last breath.
I just want to see you no one else
your the only man I still love
desire will bring my death but..
your who i want to be with.
Everything I say is not a lie.

knowing that
with your manifestations
you love me and i die each day
I cannot look to others for
your sorrow burns in my heart
it flowers for me hope
burning me inside out
Love intensifies
-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

*note* I made a few corrections here and there...

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Poem -5-

The Long Awaited (a comedy - poem)
- by Lowanla (me)

The hunger for love keeps returning
like a wicked wolf to a white sheep,
and neither are going be happy
until they both succumb to slumber
together in the long awaited sleep.

Longing to sleep no longer to awaken;
morbid sounding yet desiring consummation.
Should this type of love be sought as sin so darkly
when my dreams seem more wonderful then my reality?

The white sheep bit the wicked wolf he howled,
an unexpected, act and with tears he cried..
the sheep felt love and pity for his heart
submitting she lay her head beneath his maw

You pursue me unnaturally with your love
with you I waltz to the point of no return.
I've fallen too deep igniting my heart in flames
I long for you, I love you, I see you.
my long awaited my dear only for you - I burn.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -6-

I am truly Happy
- By Lowanla (me)

Transcendental empathy has become mind's only company;
Astral consort, a marriage embracing lovers dreams.
His unforgiveness burns a cold bitter venomous sting against me,
but his perpetual restitution of love comforts me, and I am happy.

I am happy,

but I cannot say I have no need.
O selfish woman that I am to desire,
to want everything.
I crave and am famished for love.

I need you to fight.
I need you to last.

Without you in this world
I will not last;
without you in the world
I will wither quickly and die.

Live and thrive!
Please for me,
dear darling, my courageous heart,
my dream, that God himself hand delivered to me.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -7-

Floating
- by Lowanla (me)

Just floating in the-
atmosphere
lost touch with everything
-that's real
drift above your grasp-
from me
only because you make me-
happy to be loved.

Just floating in the-
atmosphere
lost touch with everything
that's real
drift above your grasp-
from me
only because you make me-
happy to be loved.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -8-

Take It All Away
by Lowanla (me)

Can you not see?
Your selfless love
brought me to my knees
You are my loveliest rose,
I would throw myself
to the wolves
over and over
again
just to show you
you're life is worth something
to me

You want my dignity?
You want my integrity?
You want my sanity?
take them all away

what must I do?
I flew away from your arms
I thought I was protecting you
from the monster that is me
beloved, my happiness
what must I do?
I need you here..
I need you to keep breathing

You want my dignity?
You want my integrity?
You want my sanity?
take them all away

what must I do?
I cannot live without you, alive.

take them all away (dignity)
take them all away (control)
take it all away (sanity)
take it all away
I'm done with me.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

I don't know what I was thinking with the title...All I thought was "open a can of happiness."
So I put that down. I guess I was just being silly.

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Poem -9-

A Can of Happiness
Poem - by Lowanla (me)

I accept you,
and everything you do;
both dark, and light,
day, and night;
both spiritual, mental,
and physical.

I accept you.
I knew I was over
that day when you warmly smiled,
and held your hand out to me
I was all yours,
and now entirely.

I accept you
whatever makes you happy,
makes me happy too.
That's what love does
it brings joy to my heart;
just to be a part
of your life.

I choose you,
I don't care what anyone says;
we are so close
you are already my husband,
and I am your wife,
its been that way for
a very long time.
That's why I remain faithful to you,
my can of happiness.

I choose you,
because I know you
care for me,
and want to be with me,
you are my one and only.

I accept you;
for better and for worse,
Richer or poorer,
Sick or in Health,
don't care if its Heaven or its Hell,

I expect you
to be there,
so I can tell you
I love you for
accepting everything
about me
too.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

These poems are mostly metaphorical. My guy, like anyone with low self esteem, sees them self this way.
It's about pulling out the more positive qualities in a person. So they can see it. So they know
that what they did in life was never in vain. They made a difference in someone's life, and in this case, mine.

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Poem -10-

The Saint
Poem by :Lowanla (me)

They called my beloved the Devil;
for breaking all the rules;
He didn't know any better;
No one taught him how to live;
circumstances, manipulation,
and control had kept him down,
but he had a strong heart;
that gave life to others around him,
yet no one reaped him back this life,
He just wanted a chance
just one chance to be forgiven.
-end-

The Devil Is A Saint
Poem by Lowanla (me)

The Devil Is A Saint,
this truth will set him free,
No more will I be ashamed,
I could care less what both sides say,
The silent martyr must be slain,
so that you will finally hear his scream,

The Devil Is A Saint,
he could see my heart, thoughts,
and he lived within my dreams.
I would have died without a reason to live.
but he cared and could see the real me
When I was under everybody's feet

The Devil Is A Saint,
and I have become the sinner,
I was dying numb without a challenge,
he then pushed me toward Heaven,
just so he could be remembered.

The Devil Is A Saint,
I have become the sinner,
I have betrayed him, sinned against him,
but he still gave what was left of his life esteem;
He wraps around me so faithfully,
Now, I refuse to shun him, I choose to accept him.

The Devil Is A Saint,
Hell is where he's comfortable,
its what he's use to,
He just wanted to be loved, the way he loves,
His love is the true love so please take note.

The Devil Is A Saint,
He dreams of Heaven, and forgiveness,
All Holy has become evil to me,
I drink in bitterness,
against them, for rejecting him,
He lives in Hell and condemnation
and he was cut down on both sides.

The Devil Is A Saint,
my heart will not endure this,
with the kiss of silver's mercy
to sing me sweet eternal lullaby
in flames, but in my heart, I am justified.

The Devil Is A Saint,
If neither one will receive you,
then neither are worthy of your love,
let my heart become your prison,
No matter where I go or lay my head,
Our love, will always be the true Heaven.

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -11-

Learning To Love
Song Lyrics by: Lowanla (me)

Spoken:

"I promise be faithful, I promise to be true
If I should fail and shatter you.
Then let my lips drain from lovely red,
and turn to the darkest blue..."

Words you dread to hear, but you desire
this kind of fear,
to be loved truly, than eternally
dreaded...

Sung:

"My dear sweetest angel,
wrap your arms around,
comfort your own personal sinner,
listen to my sound,
its like trying to birth spring
into an eternal winter..

I'm just learning how to love,
I'm just learning how to love,

Teach me how to love,
I've just started living,
Teach me how to live,
Tell me I'm forgiven,

I'm just learning how to love,
I'm just learning how to love,

Not so easy when the 'good side'
puts fear into this mind,
to fear the phantom
the one I've feared my whole life,
Its not so easy when the 'other side',
tries to coax fear and darkness into this mind,
it makes it worse, and they aren't helping
this fearful heart look into your loving eyes.

I'm just learning how to love,
I'm just learning how to love,

Teach me how to love,
I've just started living,
Teach me how to live,
Tell me I'm forgiven.

I'm just learning how to love,
I'm just learning how to love,

I'm just learning to live with rejection,
I'm just learning how to accept reflection,
I'm just learning how cause its all new to me,
forgive, forgive, darlin', forgive me.

I'm just learning how to love..."

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -12-

The Storm
by: Lowanla (me)

Convince yourself, and deny to keep a fantasy
of the simple life alive.
The storm of love will still be there.

Become angry and fight for your little world you built up,
this will only cause the fire to build up over the years,
and engulf everything that you've worked hard for will be gone.

Bargain and convince in order to preserve,
but nothing really changes. The storm has no
feelings toward these words.

its okay to grieve and cry when there is nothing left,
for no one else will show you sympathy.

Don't fight it just causes more destruction,
embrace the storm and be swept away,
into the arms of love.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -13-

Picnic In Space
Poem by: Lowanla (me)

In the dark of night we danced over
the edge of the silver moon,
hand in hand in a desolate land,
stirring up ashen clouds
of the magical gray.
It was a waltz to a love song
that could not be heard in
the grand universe of outer space.
Together we planted and watered with
our tears the seeds of woody night shade.

This affair was evil to the sun who
burned enflamed in a jealous rage,
we were not suppose to be this happy,
for you belonged to the night,
and I belonged to the day.
this sorted love was forbade.

We were in our own little world,
We created modern false
earthly memories to keep us sane.

Do you remember the time,
we walked together in the park,
and had a picnic, it was a beautiful day,
it was right next to the sparkling lake?
I will never forget that day of all days.

Those are the thoughts that keep me.
When I am coming undone and lonely.
I, now cast away, yet surprisingly unafraid.
You are a warm comfort against
the cold realization of space.

So as the reality of gravity hits me,
and I fall to the cursed Earth in flames,
just know that, 'I love you, and
you're worth everything',
I fell for you upon the edge of the moon,
where we danced, and had a picnic in space.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -14-
She Stirs Inside
by: Lowanla (me)

it was done in the night
atop the edge of a castle tower
her beau held fearfully looking up at her face
it wasn't a beautiful thing,
she doesn't love the way you do,
it was the worst vicious...
she had a long dress on, black hair in a bun
I can always see your eyes staring at my face unblinking.
There was nothing beautiful or lovely about this.
You compensate with the love you never got because of this..
You hated her, they all hated her, they still hate her..
she is the worst of them all, she hated herself.
She left you alone, abandoned you, always leaving you.
what of second chances? There are no such things,
there are no mercies not even for her,
the past remains, the present stays,
not even when she offers you freedom..
You're such a baby...
Don't you think she wants your beautiful dream?
she loves you...
don't be a fool, don't leave me alone...
I'm trying but things get in the way.
but it doesn't mean it won't be..
don't leave me..
stare long enough into the sun
and you'll see the planet Venus
flying by making herself known.
She cares for his life
that's why she is still here.
give her something, to believe in..
the hope is there in her heart,
She still searching for a way..
its not over yet.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -15-

Slaying Hearts
by: Lowanla (me)

I can't bare your suffering;
Hold onto me till the pain fades away
Lets forget ourselves today.
Who needs the world that had us unmade;
you always come back to me the same;
the situation keeps repeating.

Slaying my heart within your grasp;
I'm the unearthed voice ever last;
cruel words in flight like arrows eternally,
and I don't want to fight anymore.
This battle rages on but no one wins;
only evil pride with a bleeding grin;
slaying hearts within our grasp.

It hurts to let go of myself;
the pure things I try to protect,
and when I let them go for you,
my heart is slain every time,
and then my self pure pride dies.

Slaying my heart within your grasp;
I'm the unearthed voice ever last;
cruel words in flight like arrows eternally,
and I don't want to fight anymore.
This battle rages on but no one wins;
only evil pride with a bleeding grin;
slaying hearts within our grasp.

Slay my heart for your comfort;
its yours for the breaking.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -16-

Horror Story
by: Lowanla (me) for my beloved

Walking through the winters cold;
they did hold hands together;
he looked at her she looked at him;
so warm they could not feel
the frost kissing weather.

For happy was this daring love pair;
alive they felt together;
it was truest form of love,
it was like a dream within a
nightmare.

Love is a horror story;
for once you fall into it;
you die a slow and agonizing self
death.

To look upon my beloved;
his loving gaze has frightened
the very ghost out of my body.
and I am but an empty shell.

In his loving arms I've lost my senses;
my blood boils hot, and vapors
to the skies and the clouds
have become blood red.
I've become raving mad, insane,
and brain dead.
I forgot my status,
I forgot my life, I forgotten me
I've become as dead.

For I do not see me anymore,
but the very man smiling at me,
as we walk hand in hand
I felt like I was never afraid of
anything before I knew you.

but the greatest horror story
I could ever know
would be losing you.

Love is the greatest horror story
ever known to man.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -17-

For the Rest of My Life
by: Lowanla (me)

I will be there for you
when you wake up,
each and every sunrise.
I will listen intently, and
hold you in my arms so gently;
when you can only
manage to sigh.
These are going to be the
best times of our lives.
There might be a lot of
darkness insight
and it may seem like
we are running out of time,
but darling we are gonna be just fine.
This I know,
I'm not letting go.
There is more in store,
than you know.
I will be there when you
go to sleep,
I will be there when you
wake up,
for the rest of my life
each and every sunrise.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -18-

Flowery Kisses of Love
by: Lowanla (me)

I'm too happy to speak;
I can't even think;
too busy smiling,
at your flowery kisses
of love.
Want to kiss your lips,
for the rest of my life;
yes I could do all
of this for the rest of my
life, with you by my side
I love you and your flowery
kisses of love.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -19-

One More Love Song
By: Lowanla (me)

Dig deep down into my heart;
I wrap whats left of my strength,
and all my life energy.
Till I am I weak, till I feel nothing;
take whats left from me;
hold me till you are strong again.
Hold me until you believe;
I love you, with everything I give.

I think I got one more love song;
if that will get you through the night.

Don't you worry, today might hurt,
but tomorrow is a new day,
and as I write;
One more love song for the road;
I think I have one more love song,
that was meant for your heart.

One more love song,
if that will get you through your night.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -20-

Love Is An Island
By: Lowanla (me)

I'll be here for as long as you need me;
wanting, eagerly, desiring, anxiously, awaiting;
for you to return to me in the sweetest place;
Love is an island the taste of eternity's embrace.

So the battle of good and evil rages out on the ocean;
we are like two lost and lonely children in the middle;
a neutral place we created so that we could get through;
where you don't have to be good enough, I just love you;
Love is an island, a hidden place we created to run to.

So when the storm is raging in your mind,
and you can't remember all the good times;
sink or swim it doesn't matter what you do;
these arms are unlocked and broken for you.

I want to be there for you, when you feel alone;
I'll take you as far as you are able to go,
and when you can't swim I'll carry you home;
back to the island that we created all our own.

-end-

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