Of course I should not hate you, nor should any of us hate anyone.
We are to bear each others burdens, and build each other up in the faith, and that faith is knowing Jesus personally, all the time, not just going to a place once a week and hearing someone talk about him.
blessings
Agree, and sorry, I will admit I was “testing” on purpose. I get cheeky from time to time and want to see if people actually care for me.
It probably comes from how in school, all my times to fit in never worked and I was bullied a bit in High School. Someone randomly grabbed my butt in the hallway, I didn’t see who did it but I wanted to find them, but realizing I couldn’t all I did was cry. Someone moved my glasses away from me on purpose, since classes were early, I like to lay my head down, so someone moved my glasses away from me. One kid made fun of my last name. I remember in Elementary school, in the 5th grade, a group of girls were talking about Animal Crossing on the Nintendo DS, I tried to join saying I have Animal Crossing in the GameCube and they told me to go away.
I know my bullying could have been worse, but it still probably effects how I see people. I remember really relating to the character Shinji from Neon Genesis Evangelion, cause he couldn’t handle conflict well and he was constantly being told what do to, by people yelling and looking down on him. Shinji pushes away people relationships in the show too, so I also probably related to that.
I just have a hard time thinking disabilities can be cured. Illness, a bad situation (Like my cousin was in prison, but now he is married and is expecting his first child soon), alcohol abuse, drug abuse, and all that can be cured. But the way a brain or a body is formed at birth, is something I have a hard time believing that will be healed. It can be managed and it will be fully healed when we get to heaven, but for now, no I’m okay with that.
I do believe in God, but I struggle just as everyone else does. Mainly with keeping my prayer life updated and showing grace/kindness when agitated. But I find that okay, humans can never be perfect.
Once again, I’ll just sorry and I’m heading off of this thread. I’ll be other threads, I don’t regret making this thread, but I feel this thread is not healthy for my spiritual self, for it is making me question God, which is never heathly for a Christian to do. It can happen, but I’m done with this and will be praying..if I remember hopefully, lol
*SarahUmbreon leaves thread*