Sometimes I feel like giving up but then I think about where God has brought me from. There is no greater love and no one can do me better than him. Sometimes I want to leave this earth, being so sick I just want to give up because I hate depending on other people but faith without works is dead and I know where and who my faith is in. I know my hope is in Christ! He will never leave me nor forsake me. I sometimes get depressed and feel all alone and then I think about all the many times that God brought me through the storms of life. See it doesn't take much to reach down within the depths of my soul and pull up those soul faith seeds. That hope, that strength, that joy, and endurance, because weeping may endure for a night but joy cometh in the morning! I can't do nothing without my Jesus! I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for him and we are a living testimony!!! There's a song that says I am a living testimony could've been dead and gone but Lord you let me live on. So when you start to feel depressed and down or just feel ungrateful looking at your neighbor and what they got remember you are a living testimony you could've been dead and gone BUT GOD let you live on. We take so many things for granted. I did today! Sorry Lord!! Sorry Lord!!