I'm tired of hiding,what do you no longer hide?

The word reverence means to:adore, highly respect,to worship. U have to pray more and reverence jesus all day if necessary the devil will flee drinking will stop read pslms 33:8

Do you "secretly" eat them "all" in one meal?

Yeah,but things are getting better through fellowship,making videos publicly(makes me feel like more than God/Jesus is watching me, made one before temptation came calling last night/morning and even making a collage of uplifting/happy songs to lift me up when I feel tempted,and I "know" it's "working" and that "God/Jesus" is watching and intervening because in an attempt to keep from outright porn I went to an explicit picture sales place and just as it booted up bizarrely it "shut down" I even tried multiple times and thought it was "an error" then it occurred to me "did God stop me"?
Then I was still searching for a way to find something(I use ask not google it's an entire search engine filtered for the most part instead of google) and with google tied to my you tube video account I wasn't about to use it and after trying for a while frantically I managed to get to a site very familiar to me but when I looked at the title of the site and thought of this thread how I wanted to be "honest" and stop the "hiding" deal I all of a sudden "had no desire to enter" and exited out deleted all connections to the sites and went to youtube watched an anime episode,logged out first,(doing what I can to keep from my channel being explicit)then after the episode I logged back in,and had some uplifting songs going through my head and my mind clearing,particularly the song "grateful prayer and thankful heart" from Muppet Christmas came to mind.(I don't care what people think I love Christmas songs "all year round")

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Amen.

God has lead me here! Thanks for ur warmth!

Read 1corinthians 10:13 and ur hidden flaws will be left at the cross of calvary where all of our sinful nature's are dead n buried.i have faith in u.im praying for u im in the same boat with a spirit of lust that im battling and im going to send it back to the bottomless pit where it derived from no weapon formed against me will prosper,i'm more than a conqueror.