One night, i was thinking about listening to Christian music... Had not come to mind at any time before then, what was Christian music turned to Spiritual warfare sermons and topics on youtube.
I felt a joy and peaceful feeling watching the sermons, relaxing and just.. well, watching.
This was possibly the first time actually looking into Christianity a couple, few years after accepting Christ... and falling into a deep, terrible time of sin... after sin, after sin. I've had moments in those couple or few years of continuously sinning, where after that sin i would feel a drawing feeling to Christianity.. or it could have been guilt compelling me to finding Christ, one of the 2.
But, moving on.
It wasn't until 2, 2:30 in the morning i decided to head to bed after watching video after video..
So, i got into bed after turning off the lights. i kept a bible close on the corner of my bed that night, but when i went to bring it closer, the top mattress shook, literally shook enough to
Send a deep, chilling fear down my entire body. A fear that gripped me, i didn't want to move at all, so i just laid there in the dark wondering what happened... There wasn't any feeling of danger or intended harm afterwards, this was the first time this happened... like, in my life.
i don't know the source of it... anyone have any idea's what happened?
I felt a joy and peaceful feeling watching the sermons, relaxing and just.. well, watching.
This was possibly the first time actually looking into Christianity a couple, few years after accepting Christ... and falling into a deep, terrible time of sin... after sin, after sin. I've had moments in those couple or few years of continuously sinning, where after that sin i would feel a drawing feeling to Christianity.. or it could have been guilt compelling me to finding Christ, one of the 2.
But, moving on.
It wasn't until 2, 2:30 in the morning i decided to head to bed after watching video after video..
So, i got into bed after turning off the lights. i kept a bible close on the corner of my bed that night, but when i went to bring it closer, the top mattress shook, literally shook enough to
Send a deep, chilling fear down my entire body. A fear that gripped me, i didn't want to move at all, so i just laid there in the dark wondering what happened... There wasn't any feeling of danger or intended harm afterwards, this was the first time this happened... like, in my life.
i don't know the source of it... anyone have any idea's what happened?
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