Working on myself

I am working on a new tcg as of now. I'm testing the mechanics and flow of game play. The game is monster related and its a lot of fun doing the artwork as it allows me to be as odd as I want to be. I am also working on a schedule so I can balance my leisure time with being productive. I also go to bed early and get up early now. I am going to church tonight as well. (Oh and if you want to say something critical about the tcg I will not be posting them here and I don't care. So dont bother)

You do you! Put the Lord first and take care of yourself. Sounds like you're doing well .

Got a bit of a scruple attack today 😔 went to a "Christian thrift store" today and there was a book about other Christianities and how the canon came to be with everyone claiming to be true so it was a little depressing

Learn to discern, my friend. Discernment is a very valuable and important tool. If something sounds crazy or extreme, it probably isn't true.

My scruples isn't doing me any favors. When I have an interrupting thought while I'm thinking about something I enjoy I always think what if its God and he doesn't want me thinking on these things. But than I'll get even worse thoughts when thinking about things the bible 100% points too. Interrupting thoughts is a OCD staple it's just hard to discern. Unfortunately as damaging as atheists can be I think the conspiracy theorists can be far worse. Ever time I see a triangle or misplaced eye I have second thoughts and doubts (Thanks the "Illuminati is literally everything group" 😒" I've been infected with unrelenting nonsense.

If it feels like OCD, it's OCD so just ignore it. That's how you discern. Promptings from God have a very different feel and they don't attack you like OCD thoughts do.