Thank you all so much and God Bless
Are you home yet? Wishing you a full and speedy recovery!
Yes, I didn't end up going and don't want to .. I don't like to whine or sound like I'm whining but I have many issues ..80% heart failure, was down at 50% lung function 20 yrs ago and on oxygen the last 7 , lost right side vision this year with a stroke , a lifetime of injuries from work and play , neck, back, shoulders, type 2 diabetes the last 5 yrs that I know of, but lately I'd been constipated for 2-3 weeks was the problem I was planning to go to the emergency room .. My Dr said take some laxative and I did got relief two weeks ago and again after I asked for this prayer .. I have had 1 natural BM since so I'm still watching close right now , I suspected a potassium level problem, My BP fluctuates from a low of 85/44 and 100/65 I think it was 140/80 recently and I was pretty glad to see it .. But I try to keep to myself about it and still feel great most of the time, I guess but certainly happy Praise the Lord.. Any pain I just overlook and live with it and assuring my wife ''I'm fine'' but please be prepared, She really has always taken great care of me and in a ''mother hen'' type concern .. I've given my wife my blessings and prayer for another her another husband .. She just looked then said ''that'll never happen'' lol .. Both my sons have assured and vowed to me without me asking ..Dad, don't you ever worry about mom we will take care of her .. All you guys with good wives know what I'm talking about ..
She said I died 3 yrs ago one morning and found me dead in the bathroom with my eyes wide open with no breath or pulse .. She said she was screaming my name , face to face, shaking me , crying while my mother called the ambulance .. We were staying with my mother at the time when she was having heath problems needing help . Anyway after about 20 min of shaking and screaming at me I just opened my eyes and said ''what's up'' then when I found out I made them call off the ambulance , I really felt bad for about a half day then got back to normal .. It was quite a struggle to convince Her I was OK and not going to the Dr or hospital . What was weird was our preacher at the beach when where we visited, died/fell in the aisle that weekend and a nurse in the congregation worked on him for about 20 min when he revived. I never told anyone or him at that church about my experience . He retired . I've been able to take a little time to tell my sons like what I wrote really for my wife in this post in case during her mourning she can refer to it how I really felt about her .. I'd like to put a short message to my sons but figured it would be a bit much .. Thanks for asking and God Bless ..