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Ok so here is the situation. Since my youth as far back as I can remember I’ve often had these dreams/nightmares of sorts. Perhaps starting as young as 5. I’m 32 now. The dream goes like this. I’m walking in a open area of wilderness/prairie . I come to a fence or gate. Once I observe the gate I observe my childhood home is beyond the gate. Which is factually accurate as I recall. After that a North American wildlife like a Grizzly bear or a Wolf run up to me. Sometimes it’s an angry bovine snorting and drooling, red angry eyes and makes like it wishes to attack me preventing me from going further past the gate. For years no matter how much I willed myself in the dream to fight I always found myself running away falling and then I’d wake up in a cold sweat. This most recent one happened again with the wolf but this time I picked up a pointy stick on the ground extended it and pointed it like a weapon towards the wolf and made to defend as I got past this gate and began walking down my old childhood driveway away from the home looking back to make sure I’m not being chased and then woke up still with fear and cold sweat. This is one of many recurring dreams that tend to happen year after year. Am I stuck with these for the rest of my life at this point or what can be done to eliminate them? It’s beginning to bug me that they haven’t subsided and they happen as clearly and vividly as the first time I experienced them. Sometimes as sharp as if you were watching a HD tv discovery channel show on wildlife. Any ideas besides me going nut cause I’m at a loss as to what this is. 😳
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