i wrote in here last week about my daughter and her struggles with her mental health and her harming herself she was suicidal and there was another attempt but this time they sent her to a bigger hospital unfortunately here when she was transferred she has to be readmitted and she had to talk with a phycologist again she told him that she didn't feel suicidal at that moment and shes diagnosed with autism and now they thing she has borderline personality they said they wont admit her because she said shes feeling better but she said if her father or I attmpt to pick her up she will do something she doesn't want to come home the doctor knows how much we try to help her and he told us its tough but we just have to have her make these decisions on her own about where to stay and all that they said tonight they would help find a shelter i feel so lost and angry to be honest im lost because every being in my body wants to help her but i cant and also social services came to my door they know my story and said its not us at all but if we were to allow our daughter back with what shes done this past week without proper help or treatment then my two younger kids would be a huge risk and i could lose them they are 11 and 8 my heart feels so crushed . im scared i trust and pray that she can hopefully be okay but in the back of my mind what if she tries something or something happens i know i cant think like that but i pray in Jesus name shes okay , all i can do is surrender it to him right and just maybe this is a learning lesson i feel like so terrible tho and lost and im angry at why the hospital here would send her 2 hours for help and then the hospital there just release her its so frustrating but theres a time and purpose for everything and i beleive in the deepest of our sorrow God is guiding us , just wanted to update and ask for some prayers i really appreciate it
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