Bullying

Since I wrote this to someone, I decided to start a Bullying Blog. It's about when I was in School, and what my peers did to me.

When I was in school, some guys started calling me “pocket protector” and then people tripped in the hallways, threw me into the girls restroom, I got smacked in the head with books, other flying objects, and one girl used to barrow my pens, write on the back of my neck, and then she destroyed my pen, getting ink all over her skirt. About a year later, some guy got her pregnant, and she dropped out of school. I don’t remember what happened to those boys. My point is, I’m just glad when people are nice to me.

Is there a church you attend? Any small groups that are offered? I read some of your posts and seems like you really need to be around other people.

I tried to find a Church, and couldn't find a good one. I tried to get into a small group and was told they are all full.

The bullying I described started about the 5th ~ 6th grade, and continued through Middle School. Once I got into High School, most people started ignoring my existence. Those who didn't, tried to cause me trouble. Some tried to start fights with me, then the next minute they were trying to get me to do drugs with them. The last two years of High School, I was in a vocational school for electronics. The guys were so sexually crazy, that any woman who set foot in the classroom wanted to get out as fast as they could! I was set next to a bi sexual who wanted me to do a three some with Him and His girlfriend.

When I wasn't dealing with that crap. They jumped on my bag breaking everything inside, and then soldering my mechanical pencils so that i couldn't use them. They used the soldering irons to melt the plastic.

The swearing was crazy. The biggest subject was sex, and sex and more sex. Some of the guys got their girlfriends pregnant. We all got to hear about that too.

I remember one day, out of the blue, one guy asked me "What did Jesus do for you?" I thought a little bit. My faith was feeling shaky. I replied: "He saved my soul". Even though I was questioning my salvation.