Hi, Gemmy.
To add to what TabinRivCa said, there are audio Bibles that you can listen to for free.
There have been many times in my own life when I greatly lacked any strength myself, and I've found that just listening to God's word while lying in bed has helped me tremendously.
Here is a link to where you can listen to the Bible in different translations for free:
https://www.biblegateway.com/audio/mclean/kjv/Ps.1
This particular link is to the book of Psalms (which I'd heartily recommend) in the KJV, but you can easily switch the book or the Bible version at that link.
Whatever you decide to do, I'll be praying for God to give you the strength, wisdom, and provisions that you need.