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How along have you carried this scar and how long since your friend gave up his life. Where did he first be consumed he was going to hell and for what sin ? So I think you should go into detail more about your friend.
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It was a close boy in my Father's side of the family, related to me. He had a buddhist dad and a buddhist mom. Buddhists grow up going to a temple and have sometimes monks come and do funerals and chant, and do witchcraft miracles when someone needs to be cursed or healed.
My aunt was healed of a coma in the name of Buddha... do Christians even know that is possible? And she was in a coma.
That is why this boy thought he committed the unforgivable sin, he said that Jesus does it by the power of the devil or maybe by the power of Buddha and not by the Holy Spirit.
Then after he witnessed loving miracles of healing cancer and blindness, and muteness in a local workshop revival, all in the Name of Jesus... he confessed Jesus, accepted JESUS as his only Lord and Saviour and that God raised Him from the dead, and became a baby Christian.
But when he read the Bible and got to the part that most Christians don't care about enough, he read the part of the unforgivable sin.
And he seriously read it verbatim and admitted he said that Jesus did his miracles by the power of the devil or Buddha before he knew better or believed JESUS with all of his heart.
But the verbatim words of JESUS the boy was terrified about, because JESUS seem to plainly say and mean: say that Holy Spirit is the devil or His MIRACLES are the devil, and you will never be forgiven, not in this age or the age to come.
Jesus didn't say "deliberate" or "not deliberate". Jesus never said anything that most websites and pastor assume blindly that he was talking about the Pharisees doing it knowing better and knowing that it was the HOLY SPIRIT but just rejected it.
Read JESUS" words. That is what this boy did. And all his pastors and my own pastors and christian leaders at the time, could not prove to the boy that JESUS' could forgive him.
The pastor's would say, "Oh, the pharisees knew better and they committed it but no other person can commit it... except unbelievers.
And the boy said, "I said it while I was still and unbeliever... am I doomed?"
Then the pastors would say, "Um.... You did not know it was the Holy Spirit, so you are not guilty of the unforgivable sin.
And the boy would say, "That is not what JESUS' said. JESUS said, "
Anyone who speaks against the HOLY SPIRIT"
And the pastors say, "Jesus didn't mean you."
And the boy said, "I literally did it! and Jesus says ANYONE who does this, is not forgiven."
And the pastors said, "They were pharisees, and you are not, they were ministers of the law and word of God, and you are not, so JESUS didn't mean you will never be forgiven."
The boy was confused and worried and says, "That is not what JESUS said, he said ' ANYONE '. He didn't say just pharisees, or just leaders, or just those who know better, the BIBLE says JESUS said, 'ANYONE'. And I looked it up in an english dictionary, and it reads"
anyone (noun): any·one ˈen-ē-(ˌ)wən. : any person at all.
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The boy then said, "Why would JESUS say anyone if he only meant a specific group of people? JESUS CAN'T LIE."
The pastors say, "We studied this in seminary school and read books about it. Jesus didn't mean "anyone" literally."
The boy then says, "It is written in the Bible, "Let God be true and every man a liar (Romans 3:4)" So, pastors, you are probably lying to me and JESUS never lies. What you say does not line up with what JESUS says."
And the pastors could never find a scripture of JESUS' words that would prove the boy was not eternally doomed.
ALL OF THE PASTORS' STORIES AND EXPERIENCES, AND KNOWLEDGE, AND CHARISMATIC PERSONALITIES, AND EDUCATION, AND SERMONS, AND INTERPRETATIONS COULD NOT COMFORT THE BOY BECAUSE IT WAS THEIR STUFF AGAINST THE WORDS OF JESUS... AND THE BOY TRUSTS JESUS THE MOST MORE THAN ANY HUMAN.
What would you do to help this boy? He was not a Christian when he blasphemed. And JESUS DID SAY "
SPEAK against" AND THAT PERSON WILL
NEVER BE FORGIVEN. JESUS didn't say whether or not you are a believer or not, and leader or pharisee or not.
Do you see why this boy was paranoid of fleshly humans who "are liars", and only wants someone to explain what JESUS
SAID.
So, 3 and a half years go by and the boy is depressed and takes mental illness medicine, and is suicidal at times but fears eternal damnation, and can't finish school, and can't get a job, just spending his time crying in tears to God who the boy is afraid doesn't hear the boy anymore because the boy has committed the unforgivable sin.
At the end of 3 1/2 years, the boy writes a note: "
I fear I have committed the unforgivable sin. And I am afraid of eternal damnation and hellfire. But if I live and sin more, It will be worse for me in HELL and JESUS will be more unhappy. So I want JESUS to be happy, even though he can't forgive me. Goodbye...."
And before the parents read that note,
he hanged himself before the day was over, professional medical people have told us after they dealt with the body.
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN PASTORS AND CHRISTIAN LEADERS DON'T KNOW THE WORDS OF JESUS, AND DONT' LIVE BY THE WORDS OF JESUS, AND DON'T PROVE EVERYTHING THROUGH THE WORDS OF JESUS.
Had any of these pastors cared to know the original greek language, and grammar, and can point that JESUS meant CONTINUALLY BLASPHEME (WHICH VERBATIM IS ABSOLUTELY WHAT THE SCRIPTURE SAYS!), then my dear family member would have been ALIVE
TODAY and lived a much more fruitful Christian life. If you believe suicide is a sin then you might condemn the boy to hell and say he is burning in hell forever... because WEAK and LYING, UNSCRIPTURAL CHRISTIAN LEADERS DON'T USE SCRIPTURE AND JESUS' WORDS TO INTERPRET SCRIPTURE AND JESUS' WORDS.
It is
NOT the boy's fault for loving JESUS' and accepting JESUS' PLAIN WORDS.
IT IS BECAUSE TOO MANY CHRISTIAN LEADERS HAVE THIER OWN DELUSIONAL INTERPRETATIONS AND IMAGINARY UNDERSTANDINGS ABOUT SCRIPTURE INSTEAD OF TRUSTING JESUS' WORDS ALONE.
IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT JESUS' WORDS 'AS IS', THEN YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT JESUS SAYS. THAT IS FACT.
AND BECAUSE EVIL CHRISTIAN LEADERS DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT JESUS SAYS, BUT CARE MORE ABOUT THEIR UNDERSTANDINGS OR INTERPRETATIONS OF SCRIPTURE, OR WIFE OR MONEY OR POWER OR SECRET PERVERSE SINS AND HYPOCRISY... THAT MY FAMILY MEMBER DIED. WHO KNOWS WHERE HE IS?! IS HE BURNING IN HELL FOREVER FOR COMMITTING SUICIDE?!
PEOPLE AND THEIR THEORIES ABOUT SCRIPTURE ***angry now***, HOW ABOUT JESUS' PURE WORDS, EXACTLY AS HE SAID THEM, GRAMMAR, VOCABULARY, ALL OF IT?!
Sorry to get so heated and passionate. I lost someone dear to me, and some Christians dare to even say because he committed suicide, I have lost him forever.
Who will pay? For not being able to save my family member... who will pay?
That is why, I think usually that Christian leaders are truly evil if they even hint at not receiving JESUS verbatim words. IT IS WHY I STRESS AND AM PARANOID OF IT SO MUCH.
YOU SHOULD BE TOO.
IF JESUS' WORDS AND GRAMMER ARE NOT ENOUGH, no one can help you.
So I gave my heart's cry. Probably someone will say I am wrong for feeling this way.
IF YOU NEVER LOST A LOVED FAMILY MEMBER BECAUSE OF THE ACTIONS AND WORDS OF A HYPOCRITICAL CHRISTIAN, JUST DONT TALK TO ME IF YOU WANT TO ARGUE. YOU DON'T DESERVE TO CORRECT ME IF YOU HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED THE HEARTBREAK AND SEARING PAIN AND HAUNTING NIGHTMARES.
FOR THOSE HYPOCRITE WHO DON'T CARE AND WANT TO ARGUE AGAINST THE TRUTH: "THE LORD REBUKE YOU!!!"
--Forest DYFONG
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