I don not know what to do. There are nearly no options for me. College is a no due to no evening courses or employment as well as God seemingly saying no to it also. No work seems to show up for me that I can do. God seems to say no to self employment. And even trading online seems to be banned for my by God.
I'm a broke loser at home with parents over 40. Why does God not give me funds or direction. What do I do other than wait another long period with next to no help or guidance even after praying? God seems silent and inactive except to tell me off. Nothing seems to get better. I'm getting too old to continue to care or live in this way of meaninglessness. I need more than nothing except an unknown dream of something that no-one knows in heaven etc. Something. What to do?
I'm a broke loser at home with parents over 40. Why does God not give me funds or direction. What do I do other than wait another long period with next to no help or guidance even after praying? God seems silent and inactive except to tell me off. Nothing seems to get better. I'm getting too old to continue to care or live in this way of meaninglessness. I need more than nothing except an unknown dream of something that no-one knows in heaven etc. Something. What to do?
