Hi all, It's rare I open up on public forums to strangers but i thought to reach out on a Christian based site for more likeminded-ness and also possible prayers for three main issues that have been troubling my heart.
I. I struggle majorly with mental health issues that weigh heavy on me, lately it has been so very hard to find such motivation to do daily tasks and keep strong, I have been diagonsed with serveral mental illness. It helps knowing the Lord has me, and i feel lighter for it. However sometimes i just feel a bit lonely in social life and in my struggles with finding therapists that will see me.. etc. I just want to get back to a good spot so i can climb even closer to Gods wants and be the best version of myself, because i struggle, Lord knows i do, especially when it comes to emotional regulation and control of my words. Its a spiritual battle, that i'm consistantly trying to hinder from.
II. My bearded dragon Loki recently had a serious operation to remove a mass in his gallbladder and had a swollen liver, he is so very dear to me, and i just want to request a prayer from you beautiful people, because the little guy is my world, for his strength health and overall good wellbeing, he is only 6, and truly is the sweetest little lizard, whom i pray i can spend many more years with.
III. I was an atheist for almost 10 years after finding Christ and being saved last year, Amen. However i have been in a relationship with my current loving and beautiful partner Bradley, he is a non believer because it is all he's ever been raised with and known where i was raised surrounded by Christs word. When i came out to him about finding our Lord Jesus he was nothing but the most supportive person i couldve hoped for out of it, I explained my concerns and such, he was happy with having a Christian wedding, raising our children with Christ and even said he would be open to coming to church with me when i wanted him there but he is very much into evolution. (As i was before for the 2.5 years prior with him until i was saved) i pray everyday he finds the beauty of Gods love too, i am very much in love with this man and i feel as though he was a gift from God. I ask for prayers that Bradley finds the Lords love so we can live together in his Glory and marry in Christs love and build that religious commitment together as one flesh.
Sorry for 3 big requests, i dont know if anyone would read this but i just needed to get this all off my back and onto text to let go a bit of it all. - much love and God Bless you all. Much Love and TIA.
I. I struggle majorly with mental health issues that weigh heavy on me, lately it has been so very hard to find such motivation to do daily tasks and keep strong, I have been diagonsed with serveral mental illness. It helps knowing the Lord has me, and i feel lighter for it. However sometimes i just feel a bit lonely in social life and in my struggles with finding therapists that will see me.. etc. I just want to get back to a good spot so i can climb even closer to Gods wants and be the best version of myself, because i struggle, Lord knows i do, especially when it comes to emotional regulation and control of my words. Its a spiritual battle, that i'm consistantly trying to hinder from.
II. My bearded dragon Loki recently had a serious operation to remove a mass in his gallbladder and had a swollen liver, he is so very dear to me, and i just want to request a prayer from you beautiful people, because the little guy is my world, for his strength health and overall good wellbeing, he is only 6, and truly is the sweetest little lizard, whom i pray i can spend many more years with.
III. I was an atheist for almost 10 years after finding Christ and being saved last year, Amen. However i have been in a relationship with my current loving and beautiful partner Bradley, he is a non believer because it is all he's ever been raised with and known where i was raised surrounded by Christs word. When i came out to him about finding our Lord Jesus he was nothing but the most supportive person i couldve hoped for out of it, I explained my concerns and such, he was happy with having a Christian wedding, raising our children with Christ and even said he would be open to coming to church with me when i wanted him there but he is very much into evolution. (As i was before for the 2.5 years prior with him until i was saved) i pray everyday he finds the beauty of Gods love too, i am very much in love with this man and i feel as though he was a gift from God. I ask for prayers that Bradley finds the Lords love so we can live together in his Glory and marry in Christs love and build that religious commitment together as one flesh.
Sorry for 3 big requests, i dont know if anyone would read this but i just needed to get this all off my back and onto text to let go a bit of it all. - much love and God Bless you all. Much Love and TIA.
