For the last 20 odd years I have lived a life of self indulgence and personal pleasures. On October 3rd of 2026 I was reminded of God and choose then and there to be done with the drugs, alcohol, and mindless distractions. I know I cannot do this alone, nor do I want to be alone anymore. So here I am starting my life over by choosing God, heart full of doubt, and despair, afraid but curious where God is leading me. My name is Dennis and hello.