Im not entirely sure how or where I should write this.
Recently I bumped into topic about demonic "activity" which is unfortunately little too close to me. Lately I have felt like increasing pressure of evil surrounding me, specially when im at home. and even now when Im writing this I can feel pair of eyes watching every moves I make. And those eyes are in exact same place where my ex wife used to rest her head when she still was here.
In that particular topic I told little bit about this matter and I was encouraged to read a specific book which lead me eventually writing this.
I prayed to get relieved from this uneasy presense feeling and certain other problems I have and I had in return sort of "reply" like thought. It started from Lords prayer where we ask our sins forgiven like we are to forgive people who have wronged us. When I prayed "who have wronged us" I felt pain in my heart. and "saw" two people. A person who I cannot meet or see or be in any kind of contact because he made my life at school a living hell. and the other person is my ex wife. And while I "saw" these people I felt guestion which origin Im not 100% sure. "forgive you AS you forgive those who have wronged you." "your bitterness of their actions have taken lead. It's written that love your enemies, and as you know, bitterness is not love. Could it be that this bitterness is enough for the door to get opened enough that you are now feeling what you feel?"
If you have a word to share or if you can pray for me or my ex wife (without going to details she needs it as much as I do) i'll be grateful.
Recently I bumped into topic about demonic "activity" which is unfortunately little too close to me. Lately I have felt like increasing pressure of evil surrounding me, specially when im at home. and even now when Im writing this I can feel pair of eyes watching every moves I make. And those eyes are in exact same place where my ex wife used to rest her head when she still was here.
In that particular topic I told little bit about this matter and I was encouraged to read a specific book which lead me eventually writing this.
I prayed to get relieved from this uneasy presense feeling and certain other problems I have and I had in return sort of "reply" like thought. It started from Lords prayer where we ask our sins forgiven like we are to forgive people who have wronged us. When I prayed "who have wronged us" I felt pain in my heart. and "saw" two people. A person who I cannot meet or see or be in any kind of contact because he made my life at school a living hell. and the other person is my ex wife. And while I "saw" these people I felt guestion which origin Im not 100% sure. "forgive you AS you forgive those who have wronged you." "your bitterness of their actions have taken lead. It's written that love your enemies, and as you know, bitterness is not love. Could it be that this bitterness is enough for the door to get opened enough that you are now feeling what you feel?"
If you have a word to share or if you can pray for me or my ex wife (without going to details she needs it as much as I do) i'll be grateful.
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