Cameron143I know it seems all is lost right now...I have felt the same way. But concentrate on what is true. For example ..Jeremiah 29:11...and worship God through this. There will come a time when you look back on this period of your life and reflect upon the grace of God even in this.
Also, read the book of Habakkuk. Learn what he learned. If you need help understanding the book of Habakkuk just ask me questions.